I think I had one of those, wacha ma call its, and epiphany I think? Not to sure if I’m using the right word. Anyway, I was chilling at the park near my house, lying on my back looking up at the sky, it was so peaceful. I was sitting there looking up at the sky, just thinking and not thinking at the same time. I was just kind of taking everything in, over examining my life like I always do…and then it hit me, why? Why bother. I’m never going to get control of my life the way I have been doing it, life is one big petty argument. I have been really at peace with everything since I got up and came inside. My dad yelled at me like he always does for no reason, and instead of getting mad, I just brushed it off. I guess it could go away after a few days, but for now, I have lost the ability to care…I’m just going to let things happen and be at peace with it. I think maybe it is like my spiritual awakening (and no that doesn’t mean Jesus)
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