I am sorry D: I felt fairly stupid while writing that I mean sheesh no big deal,
but still I can't help but feel idiotic about it it obvious but so nerve wrecking
god I hate him but I like him grr!!! so troublesome!!!!
he's my friend but I'm intrested in him crying
I feel like slaping myself too it just really dramatic gonk
I feel like bursting out to him "I like you!!!!" but to much pressure, and urges to pounce him and murder him and all these other stupid emotions don't let me get my thought's straight
he's talking to me again but it fairly awkward still XP I just gut all nerver wrecking when he's near or we touch redface so I act weird I can't believe I even have dreams about him!!! eek god I just want to get him out of my head for one day but he's always there D:<!!!!