The dream starts off were i'm wearing these heavy clothes feel thick and it's cold
i close a huge wooden door the floor was stone and i was bare foot because i could feel the flat cold stone under my foot as i turned around
(hmmm some how in my dreams i'm seemingly almost always without foot wear)
as i look about it's dark but there are candles only they seem to be giving off not a flame type of light but pure white light
(not like a light bulb more like someone to a flame and just bleached it white lol)
but still it was fairly dark i couldn't see the roof...but ahead of me was a stone statue of Mary and Jesus....
That shone a huge bright light.....
but it wasn't blinding because i could still make out the statue .....
each step i took i felt something seem to grow harder and harder in side of me....something like determination...or strenght but not quite the write words..... to use for the feeling....when i reached it some how the feeling was now what seemed to be a feathers weight which is turn made me feel light and empty....
the statue had a alter that was surrounded by hundreds of candles......
when i came before it i kneeled and lit the single candle amoung the hundereds that was not lit....but i had nothing to light it with so i used....(my mind) so to speak or my will...
i was wearing a wollen clock that seemed to be held down because it was wet....
with and outfit of green and white underneath....(another dress)
when i looked up at the statue i noticed that around marys and jesus's eye were wet ... i looked back and noticed that the pathed,
I'd walked was filled with tons of gargloyes but they were all off to the side mixed amoung the collums.....
and they were looking at me with panicy eyes......suddenly i was hit by a gaint tear drop..... and they just kept falling and falling.... and i was soaked.....
and they seemed to be getting bigger and bigger i kept begging for saftely from the gaint tears....The gargolyes were moving now calling me to them.... so i ran and when the next tear fell it hit the floor were i had been and caused a gaint wave... i reached the gargoyles as the wave seemed to get bigger and one held me and cuddled me and stoked my hair and told me it was ok... well the others huddled around us keeping me safe from the waves of tears...
like a stone wall......
i woke up to the gargloye telling me i'd be ok ,i'd be save and that they were there.........
Next Dream is This
I was in a Gaint resort type building (very futuristic)
I was walking around talking to a member of another site i'm on named Jeff
I forget now what it was we were talking about and i didn't write down my dream it slipped my mind this morning because it did seem extremely weird to me
i was dressed in white but hair my black hair back...i was pale.....
and i remember there was a gaint under ground facility which was part of the building
we were wandering around and everyone i'd meet would call me connie.....at first it didn't bother me and i asummed they were thinking i was someone else....
but half way though the dream i realized they thought i was my dead grandmother.......and if frightened me it really really scared me.........
(even thinking about that feeling now makes me want to cry)
in the dream i was in love with a man......who replaces jeff half way through the dream.....
we were climbing up stairs
and as we were climbing this man...said something called me a name that wasn't my own....and i was hurt scared and i remeber wanting to cry i jumped over the rail over the stairs
and was hanging on.....
he looked scared and said something again (at this point i was to upset to listen to words in the dream)
i let go and as i was falling i grabbed the rails of the next level of stairs but found myself in trouble....
the man met me on the next level of stairs
he grabbed my handed and told me not to let go .....i think i asked him why
he..looked at me and called me kate..(at this point i could see the names spelt out as i let he said them and i let go)
i let go and the name formed in letter above me as i fell he processed to call me debroah...the the last one was connie
(i remember his face it was shocked scared and confused but as i fell it was a black space with eyes and a body)
I woke up at being called the last name
The Next Dream
Ok first off i'm an Natural Lucid dreamer (if you don't know ask me Pm or Look it up)
and i've been doing something lately that required me to be lucid
and meditate once a day at least...often before bed.......
which has seemingly intensified my dreams as well as the feelings in them....
I'm laying in the darkness eyes closed
and hear a ping sound go off...i get up and follow it....
I hear a strange Strong Powerful voice after that it echos with the sound making my heart beat faster
"come...."
the voice is deep and powerful and i termble for it seems to reverberate threw me
my eyes are still closed but i see things now as the voice and the pinging continues
"come..." this time it's softer and i see on a flash of blue the image of the lake with the moon upon it flashes in my minds eye
still i'm trembling i feel sad full of intense sorrow and loss...ashamed....but the memories moves me closer
I walk faster now blind but i know nothings in my way....
the sound again but the words change
"Come...beloved....one" for each word another ping sound occurs they sound in harmony together
cause more images to raise up.... fire a house on fire, the forest alive with animal, The field of flowers, The tree and surrounding yellow grass at night,
At this point i'm a little frightened...because of the feelings are so intense
I feel a large dark hand reaching for me....
no not a hand more like the essence of a hand it wraps around me and pulls me closer
i'm trembling so badly all i can think of is the sadness i'm feeling, the ache and anger, it's overwhelming but still i got i feel a small light warmth in side of me....it's hope and joy.....
(at this part i have trouble explaining the feeling i have i know at this point i could turn back and part of me wants to but...the other part says no matter how scared or frightened i am i have to keep moving forward...what's ahead won't hurt me i know it.....that.....but i'm terrified of the power it has....
i'm not sure what to do )
still i shake and continue forward
i start to open my eyes as i feel my self pulled closer to the caller
"Liber mei animi..."
i looked up my eye lids half closed i felt my self gasp i remember not expecting to see what i did but the view change from my self to who was looking at me
i remember a word fant i whispered it
but it sounded like
"adamin......"(or adomino, amitto or something like that)
i remember the feel of shock jolting me awake
the next thing i know i'm upright in my bed
Those are 3 of my dreams
 Lex-Laramire · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 08:50pm · 0 Comments |
