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	xxowk's hideout of doom I am katie.....beware. I like animals, music, (i'm in band and play 3 instruments but i also like singing) and have just recently gotton into anime. Just the stuff on tv though cause don't have that much money. Yes..I am odd and do have a screwe

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I'm very confused. cry cry crying crying I had a weird relistic nightmare last night. It was about first marching band....but I guess we were standing in line to see this play. And for some odd reason all the clairenets kept getting saxophones except for the ones the hate me. So they kept telling me to go farther back in the line. When I finally got to the front of the line, the sitting arangement was really weird...the seats were facing this way: ^ but the two stages were on these sides: <> It didn't make any sense....Either way I didn't even get to see the play because all of a sudden I was in front of some church doing a confessional or something with megen who was mad at me for som reason. Megen was saying something about why we were in a fight when I snatched the mike out of her hand and started yelling at her about how she doesn't make sense and she pushes all her friends away. She said 'then if you can't accept me then why are you my friend' and drove away playing some song about accepting people. I just sat there thinking about what she'd said and out of nowhere I feel my heart breaking. Then this weird voice pops out of know where saying 'and she cried for 14 hours on the lady next to hers lap' so I saw me crying on some random ladies lap and she was trying to comfort me. Then all of a sudden I'm talking to my lesson teacher Terry. She's telling me about the expierience I just had 'the lady was sitting by fourteen bridesmaid who led the funeral persession' yeah....then it just got weird and confusing. But strange is I NEVER have realistic nightmares. Mine are always wacky and don't make any sense....like the one about the people who wanted to kill me and everyone turning against me or the one where the unicorns and demons were in a battle and the humans were on the unicorns side so my brother and I had to go to some child holding place. Another odd thing about this nightmare is the feeling of a broken heart didn't go away. gonk crying And I don't know why confused So many random things have happened lately and I don't know if they're true or if i'm hearing lies. People I thought i knew I don't know anymore. I have to prepare for all these big things like this Europe trip coming up in which I'm singing in a choir and staying the longest time I've ever been away from my family. redface stare rolleyes life is weird sometimes 3nodding guess we have to live with it. But sometimes I wish I could dissappear into my dreams razz sweatdrop sweatdrop they're alot easier sometimes then real life. kay I'm done now. Hope everyone who reads this is having a good non confusing summer! heart biggrin heart goodish byishk. ninja xxowk · Wed Jun 01, 2005 @ 02:22pm · 1 Comments


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	I must of been thinking of the instruments I played when I wrote this stare Not that anyone cares, but they kept getting trumpets, not saxophones lol oh well sweatdrop that's all..buh bye ninja Offline xxowk · Community Member · Wed Jun 15, 2005 @ 04:27pm

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