Okay.. so far I am not dead.
I haven't shot myself from the constant stress of real life all around me. I haven't shot my neighbor with all the stupid stuff he's been up to (that he thinks is somehow clever and out of the entire apartment's sight.. rolleyes ). I haven't driven my car down the road with the intention of hitting others for the thrill of it, just so someone else is having a worse day. I haven't seen pigs flying overhead. In fact, I haven't seen any flying animals (the rain even beat the poor birds down!!). I haven't bought a rope to swing my head on.
I was looking at the marketplace here in Gaia. I keep seeing a lot of the same things. But I'm different. I want different things. I want my ultimate clubhouse, 'cause I never had one. I want the ultimate car, 'cause I can't afford a real one. I want .. lots of friends .. 'cause I spend my entire life inside my apartment .. alone (when my wife is at work). I want a better life.. maybe I can make a virtual one?
Tomorrow is another day.. if I don't have a better life, maybe I can make my way to the local hardware store. Could be some entertainment there.. eek Just kidding.
My life is not what I want but what I made. I just need to figure out what it's gonna' take to change it. (sigh) Updates will come when I find out what that is.
 Scott Peppard · Wed Aug 22, 2007 @ 03:03am · 0 Comments |
