When I go outside, to softly cradle the wind in my arms and look up to the sky.
Waiting for the wind to tell me "He's coming." I walk out of my safe territory, and walk into discrimination. Laughing monsters hid your pride, and let you fall
Watching you with sick,vile faces laughing at your ever try.
Don't you just want to give-up?
When they smile, those empty promises all rise up to hatred,hatred
to violence, violence to death.
Bloody, invisible hate.
I look at you with my face hiden behind a mask of lies.
Won't you cry for me?
I wait here, in the mist of confusion.
Waiting.
I stay next to the phone. Waiting for someone to call, or talk to you.
Because your voice heals me.
When I'm hurt.
But this scar in my life won't ever go away. Leaving me with the thoughts of lonelyness. Feeling as if, this world is pushing me to the other side.
Dreaming of a day when I'll never face that feeling.
I look to those that I love, as if they tell me anything.
Watching as their empty words softly lie to me.
Softly killing me.
Softly telling me,"You'll never make it out"
Staying in that hole of darkness.
Whne your alone in the corner.
Thinking that someone will actually save you.
Waking up the next morning, hiding your fear with stubbornness
Making excuses that you'll be my life.
It's hard to face them.
With that blank expression
Facing them with that hurt in your core.
Telling you,your every move is wrong.
The blank expression in the skies of my world
the one I lie to you with.
Don't you just want to say...
that my blank expression is fake?
It's more real then the promises you give me
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 04:25am · 0 Comments |
