Everyone decided to turn on me and be mean to me today. It was odd. I was quite uncomfortable. And my friend Heather wasn't at school today so I can whine to her about my day. Hah, since she wasn't there Michelle and I told the class she had died of Malaria. XD. It was so funny, I asked the class to have a moment of silence in remembrance in her. There was silence... but they were all staring at Michelle and I. Then we taped up signs that said "In rememberance of Heather Bryan... 11/18/89 - 10/19/04" Then I drew sad faces all over the paper. And mosquitos. Muaha. Well that was the good part of the day, other than Heathers Death and all. XD
But in my second block, that was when I got upset and angered. We had to have our own production group in TV Pro. and I decided to be the writer. But Todd, the Director/Producer, insisted on me being the Talent (Actress, Performer, ect.) I refused. Because everyone knows I hate being in front of the camera. But Todd likies to "Push my buttons." So he started to write my name under Talent, I begged him not to. Then he threatened to replace me with this girl T'keyah who does nothing all day in class. I got really mad. So I tried stealing the paper but he kept writing. Then out of no where he says "Oh look at her, she is so 'emo' she is going to cry." But I wasn't going to cry I was ready to punch him in the face after that comment. So then Kenny (the editor) starts saying, "Oh she is gonna cry!" SO then I grabbed the paper crumpled it up and popped it into my mouth. It was pretty immature to do, but I was so annoyed. Then I sat and did my own thing the rest of the class. I still don't know who is the talent yet. But it is not me.
Now in 3rd block, my Health teacher likes to tell us blonde jokes and dirty jokes the first half hour of class. So then the students started telling jokes, and I decided to say one (which was appropiate n_n). Then two people laughed then someone hit me in the head and calls me some name that implies you are stoopid. I thought the joke was funny. So did other people. Then some kids were calling me weird because I am a "headbanger." I really hate that word, I find it repulsive. I tell them I don't bang heads but they continue to use the word. crying But anyways the whole class was calling me a "weirdo" and stuff. Like they used to be nice to me, I wondered what happened.
Yeah, I am glad I have a journal I can whine to.
 desu desu desu · Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 11:21pm · 6 Comments |
