Okay, I worry about you because you're unstable and suicidal. Shut off your want if you're lonely. You have the biggest case of teenage girl syndrome I've ever seen. Don't kid about suicide. Only once you've stared down a cold barrel of a gun that's bout to erase your existence you will then know that suicide is not to be ******** around with. You can say anything you want, but when it comes to placing that barrel on your forehead, knowing that centimeters away a shard of metal is about to rip through your head like it was paper, you wouldn't have the courage. Think ahead, and what do you see? All you can smell is the rot and s**t of the existence around you, but still, hold in there and don't let go. Someone like you shouldn't even consider suicide. That's the easy, hurtful way out of life, like a ******** coward. You couldn't deal, you're full of the sickness of life, and the only self-prescribed medication has to be taken through the skin?? Bullshit! Someone like you doesn't NEED to die young, especially by their own hand. I don't like what's happening to you.

Remember: I'm saying this because I don't want to get news that you shot your self or cut your self or drown yourself or jumped off a bridge over another human. I care about you. Forgive and forget. If you're that persistent on staying on the road you're on, get help! Call a child service hotline if it's that bad! They deal with stuff like you're going through every day, and worse. Smile, see what lies ahead of you, and for God's sake:

Don't ******** around with suicide.

For the best, Psy. smile