yes.. stuffness.. i just came back from the movies with my friends and tis late, im on a wired sugar rush yet seemly settle... its quite unusual... damn show was mushy s**t and only one good lookin guy... which dies... *sighs* and love s**t everwhere and a whore to play along with every guy around... why are some girls like that... playing themselves just like a door knob where everone gets a turn... its quite disturbing, i know cuz im like any girl its easy to find yourself flirting when you dont want to or entend to... then something happens you wish never did amd the world around you falls apart and is no longer as it was, no longer being accepted to those you love... one of my close friends here on gaia recently was dumped by someone you love... someones simple words can cause so much damage its hard to belive... ive seen so much of this, not only in the movies though its exagerated to such a point where it gets threw so very clearly but in my life and others... everyone has problems with love and sometimes it doesnt seem worth it, but thats when your alone you think that, when you find someone and are with them that moment there is nothing that can be better... its funny how those thingfs work eh? and long distance isnt much better in my opion... as much as i hate it for everything it is i enjoy it for i get to be with those i enjoy to be around even if i have never seen their face without a lense... its in the middle of being without, and being with... a caring yet neutral feeling that is easily disrupted... like a piece of paper, once it is torn and crunched it can never be the same again... *sighs softly and yawns* tis slightly late and ive been out all night... sweet dreams everyone
 playwithfire · Sat Oct 16, 2004 @ 06:54am · 2 Comments |
