ugh im writing cause i need to get this out it doesnt work till ive wrote it all this might take awhile no this might take forever well heeereeeee goes!!!! i want to....cry but i dont do crying is a waste of time....a-and....and just dont ever cry........but im thinking i might need to...oh well im not gonna ppl go through worse stuff...i will find a way to stay!!!! I WILL!!!!.....but if i dont i guess...ill just die.....oh well like a low battery on an ipod charging but cant use thats me hahahahahh lololololololololol s*** well im dead hahahahahahahahah lol lol lol lol lol hahahahaahahahahahah...now i gone FU***** insane yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!