Lately I've been dropping people that I used to talk to every single day. Namely Knightraven and Isarde. I've also stopped being active in reading other's journal's lately.
I've taken note that because of my lack of connection that both of you have stopped doing certain things. Isarde: you seemed to have stopped RPing as much as you used to. (From what I can see.) Brother: you've stopped updating your GoGoPets Comic. I don't know if this is because you're busy or not; but you stopped putting them up when I stopped getting on AIM.
And despite both of you tapping at me, I still haven't really given any effort in trying to start talking to you like I did before. I think that I've only talked to both you about three times since around the beginning of April.
So I am very sorry. I don't want to break the ties that I have with my friends but they're already being broken.
I'm not entirely certain what my problem is. I am happy right now. Unusually happy and I still spend time online when I know that both of you are there.
I have a clue for what this problem is, but even though I've been addressing it with myself I can't seem to get to the root. Nor can I get rid of the problem itself. It's healed mostly but there are still some pieces that probably are never going to be picked up.
And I don't seem to be reading journals anymore. I used to check them everyday, so excited for something new, but now I'm almost oblivious to them and have been doing nothing with my own. The only person whose journal I have kept on reading is Pixie's, but I have yet to leave comments in them now. I like them all, but for some reason I can't think of anything to say.
What is my lack in these things now? I really have no idea.
So making this entry I will say this: I am sorry. Very sorry. And I will try and start talking with all of you again. Reading your journals. All of that crap that I used to adore. ^_^
Matthew 26:28-
...for this is my blood of the covenant, which will be shed on behalf of many for the forgiveness of sins.
 MythicalYoko · Tue May 22, 2007 @ 06:32am · 2 Comments |
