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....i dunno i just dunno what to do right now except for right how i feel and if ppl read this and don't care than thats great...if they do that great to...i don't really care right now.....just it seems like every single time i even come remotely close to being happy god takes it away....i mean i dunno i don't ask for much, and i try my best to be really nice and caring but....theres only so much caring i can do when it seems like no one cares....like ur invisible to ppl or just the worlds turned its back on u..i dunno maybe im just easily depressed these days, or maybe theres just something wrong w/ me....but still ig ive been ignoring for the past couple of weeks or i dunno....but ig there just still a scar on my heart that was cut to deep that it doesn't even bleed or it doesn't stop bleed, or i dunno but it just won't go away...and its been there for awhile i mean right now i seriously feel like im about to break at the moment i just dunno but maybe ppl like me aren't made to be happy i mean maybe i just don't fit in w/ this world...i mean i am pretty fat, and i ugly as well...and i guess that just doesn't fit with this society......i dunno if i did this to myself or if im just made to suffer......but i dunno all i want, all i ask for is just for one person to come into my life some one i can be happy w/ and spend the rest of my life with.....i mean there ppl out there that get whoever they want...but all i ask for is just one person but i can't have that and when i do get close to someone or something like that....they just end up going away or getting snatched from me...im like must be the most undesirable person ever.....and i know i sound really emo right now and maybe i am.....but then again....i just dunno anymore i just can't do this on my own anymore..... Kamina1558 · Tue May 22, 2007 @ 01:17am · 3 Comments


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Cheyko
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Thu May 24, 2007 @ 12:09am

EMO >>'
J/k I'm so mean, and damnit be happy already XD
*makes you happy*
Woo-hoo, tears of happy! >>'
*burst into song*
Happy happy joy joy happy happy joy
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Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy joy joy joy!!!
XD!!

Brunette_girl-11
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Sun May 27, 2007 @ 08:33pm

Hey i love YoUr JoUrNaL aLl ThE eMoTiOnS iT wAs GrEaT.!!!

Monkeymule19
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Wed May 30, 2007 @ 02:49am

hey.. again... there are people that love you and would love nothing other to spend every waking moment with you... maybe you should see that.... ps... BE HAPPY OR IM GOING TO TICKLE YOU TO DEATH!

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