This is about what happened today and it tore me into pieces....I used to go out with this guy name Luis. We were best friend after wards... So I went over to his house today. We went with the park with my cuzin. Then they got together. I still have deep feelings for him, and he knew that. I saw them holding hands when we were walking, that tore me into pieces.. I said it didnt bother me...To make them happy...I didn't try to look at Luis, but i did. He gave me a face saying sorry. I just looked down feeling like s**t...I was Holding in my tears....My heart bleeding....I seemed happy, even know I knew i wasn't....I hid my feelings....I was tore into pieces....I began to hate my cuzin, but stoped....She said "sorry...I forgot he was your ex..." I said i didn't care and made a fake laugh, covering that laugh i said "I wouldn't care if my brother went with him.. Even though...I Still had deep feelings for him..
 [Lil Demon Yumi] · Mon May 14, 2007 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments |
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