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This is where a header should be. But I was to lazy to think up of anything.
Why cant you just take care of me?
Give me Praise
Phrase me as 'great'.
Phase me with visions of myself
Maze and confuse you with my brilliance, that’s what I do.
Craze over my work.
Raise me up with hope when I’m down.

Make my unhappiness go away..
May the memories flow in the distance, why do you remind me of such things?
Bay, and keep them that way, cant you at least make me seem happy?
Pray for my death, why is it that the only happiness when you think of me, my death?
Stay downward from fixing me, why do you do that?
Day by day, no matter what, its always hell, why cant you take me somewhere else?
Fray is the only feeling I have, why cant you give me any other feeling?
'Way? No, there is no way to fix her,' why do you keep telling me that?
Play out the story, all of the lies, why do you act out this lie?
Pay attention to me, why cant you notice me for my talents or who I am?

I’m an addict
Inflicting pain upon myself makes other pain seem like nothing, why cant you understand?
Tricked, that’s what I am, why did you fill me up with all of this?
Picked on by everyone, never being noticed.
Gimmicked, it was all I lie, why did you tell me all of those things?
Habits over everything, why wont you make me stop?
Fixed, that’s what I seem to be, why cant you check again?
Faked all of those smiles, why do I have to pretend?

Some things seem to be so unreal...
Feeling nothing inside, why cant you fill me up with anything besides hate?
Heal these wounds of mine, why wont you stay and take me in?
Kill these bad thoughts inside, why cant you tell me everything’s all right?
Meal after meal, I can never get enough, why cant you just make me feel good for once?
Seal that one good thing inside of me, why cant you give me anything else?
Real in the line and take me in, why wont you take care of me?
Steal my heart and keep it, why cant I use it anymore?
Deal out the cards of my future, why wont you lead me?

Its so unfair
Tare all of these bad thoughts, why cant you make me feel better?
Share your thoughts with me, why wont you let me in?
Bare with me, why wont you reassure me?
Glare of sunshine, why wont you stop starring at me, are you looking for imperfections?
Prayers for me, why won't you say some words for me?
Dare me, why is it that you wont try to make me feel better?
Pare me up, why wont you be with me for a little while?
Layer me, why cant you build me up?
Care for me, why cant you care for me?

Give me Praise
Phrase me as 'great'.
Phase me with visions of myself
Maze and confuse you with my brilliance, that’s I want to do.
Craze over my work.
Raise me up with hope when I’m down.

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  • User Comments: [3]
    Destruktor666
    Community Member





    Sun May 13, 2007 @ 06:55am


    awesome dramallama


    [Caricature_of_Intimacy]
    Community Member





    Sun May 13, 2007 @ 08:02am


    Thanks, I really need people to tell me what they think about my stuff.


    sango13935
    Community Member





    Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 06:30pm


    I like your poems Kathleen! Oh, and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! dramallama


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