Clark, when I thought you were gone, I did some thinking about my life, you know what it would be like without you in it. I know what you’re thinking, gee Lois, how self-centered can you be, but just hear me out. I know our relationship has always been difficult to define, but when I thought about how much I missed you, how much I was going to miss you for the rest of my life, well I started to think, maybe there’s more to our relationship than just friendship.