Dear Diary,
Ugh, I felt so useless today... sitting alone during mass, it was kind of sad to me, I wish I didn't get sad so fast, though... other people don't know but everything they do, I have a reaction to... and sometimes, it hurts me... a lot. what the hell is wrong with me, sometimes? I always wonder.... well, yeah... I felt pretty damned useless today... and even thought of telling my friends that they could have fun without me because it's better if they were together without me, but decided not to complicate things further....
I realized today... that when I make decisions I shouldn't always look in the same point of view... I should try looking at the situation as if I were a different person, so I could really obtain the proper answer, not only focusing on the item I would like to have...because sometimes, I tend to look at how much I want something without thinking straight and being practical, so if your parents tell you not to get something you reeeeeeeeeeeeally want, don't feel bad or make faces, just try being open and think that; "maybe what they want for me is right..." [hope this helped you too]
 Moonlight_Dancero9 · Mon Jun 16, 2008 @ 04:47pm · 90 Comments |
