has anyone got to a point of not having any feelings what so ever....okay..heres the story...usually i can write sweet and sad poems but i can't now.....its like i have no human feelings what so ever....and suchness....my bestest friend in the whole world says its because i don't feel strongly about anything or anyone and suhness......but i really never have.......its like all my feelings ran away with my writing skills.....it makes me want to bust out in tears but i can't do that either i have tried...its as though i can't cry over anything anymore...i only cried once for about 1 minute at my grandpas funeral but thats just because my cousin wrote a great eulogly......i just wish i could feel feelings again.....it would be great...i went to my first concert and my friend was all excited and shes been to tons of them but i felt calm as usual.......(we saw the human abstract and drop dead.gorgeus)......i mean i got into the music and everything.....i just can't explain it...and usually i can explain anything.....its starting to worry me a little...i think i might be getting bored with life as it is.....if anyone has any advice..plz message me or something...i won't be able to get on for a long time i have to babysit all weekend,three boys, and then school starts...well thanx i geuss
Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 8:28 am
It's called teenage apathy, get used to it.
Trust me. I went through the same thing, and I got something good out of it- I've managed to keep my virginity due to no motivation to pursue sex, so far I'm drug-free (of course that happened recently)
And hey, don't worry about your poetry, maybe it just ain't your thang.
-Isel-
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 1:50 pm
i know the feeling but it's usually just for awhile.i kind of like it. but it'll come back.eventually! sorry for that i just like saying eventually,i'm retarded
Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 1:40 am
Been there done that, basically its either apathy, or your life has a hit a steady point, no ups, no downs, so your mood is set to neutral, and you can't create, it happens to me when I'm drawing, I can only draw when I'm happy, I wriote when I'm sad. But when inbetween I have no well of inspiration to draw from.