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Posted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 1:30 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 10:01 am
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 11:49 am
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As far as reflecting, I've been doing it for four years and this is where it's gotten me. Well, I haven't found only bad points, even if I might come across as having easily triggered self-doubt. I am happy with my personal course and in getting to know myself, I've come to really like myself.
Neuroses probably wasn't the right word. My concerns aren't really on the psychological. That's stuff I can eventually sort out on my own. But there are, hmm, blockages in my energies. Putting either of my hands over the quartz points at my store makes my hand involuntarily draw energy out of the quartz. That wouldn't be too bad if I could do something with the energy, but it makes my hand jump because it isn't going anywhere once drawn. That is, it seems to be rebounding on some barrier. And this barrier I can't do anything about because I haven't been able to poke at the edges, so to speak, without my hand's nerves or muscles reacting. And this kind of thing is not only present in my hands. There's one in the center of my chest and one in the base of my neck.
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