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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 6:35 pm
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Luiciand had managed to contain his emotions for the duration of the hatching. Mostly because he had no desire to be responsible for the distress of a dragonet, much less the death of one. But as he walked off the sands he could feel his anger rising and knew he needed to get away from people for a while. At least there was time before the feast to collect himself.
Basically he was livid and envious of not only C’ryn but all of them, even the ones that impressed colors he thought beneath him. This confused him as he felt that those impressions should not matter to him, but yet they did. So he knew he had to do some serious thinking.
He was not handling the aftermath of his first hatching well. He wanted to rage, to fight, to expound on the reasons that it was unfair, and hurt someone the way he was hurting. But the people he wanted to yell at were not the ones at fault, and the very action of the yelling could endanger the lives of the new hatchling. So he removed himself from the area, and found a ledge at the top of the bowl to be where no one would bother him
It wasn’t fair that C’ryn, stupid infatuated with a different egg C’ryn, had impressed the bronze. Though it as not to be unexpected considering the fit that had been thrown at the touching. Still. Didn’t he deserve a dragon too? He was just as good as anyone else that had impressed, right? He didn’t feel as good as them though. Even the ones that impressed greens were now better than him and it chaffed at his pride.
How do they do it? What secret did they possess that he was lacking in? Could it be that he wasn’t meant to have a dragon at all? He tried to remind himself that this was only the first hatching he had ever attended, there would be more hatchings. That this wasn’t the end of it. Even aging out wasn’t the end of ti as Dristan had proven. So he still had a chance. But could he stand there again as people impressed around him and he did not? But for a dragon? He could.
Was a green as good as a bronze? Everything he had been taught both said yes and no. The Weyr clearly valued bronzes above greens, but then a brownrider, a female brownrider at that, ran his company. With a greenrider mate. How did V’kas do it? The green did not make him less of a man…even though that was what some thought. It was clearly not the case. And V’kas didn’t seem to care what others thought. But Luiciand did care. But why should he care? He would know and isn’t that what matters?
Luiciand started stacking small rocks on top of each other with controlled rage. Then knocking them down in frustration. He wasn’t getting anywhere with his stewing and he knew it. He was just getting more worked up. And dejected. Maybe aspiring to only be a bronzerider was not going to work for him. What would he have done if a green had approached him? Would he have rejected her and sent her between? He couldn’t imagine doing so, but at the same time, would he have in his desire for a bronze? But if he did, he would never have had the chance at a dragon at all again… So maybe any dragon was better than no dragon and likely exile.
Stack the rocks. Knock them down. Stack, knock, stack, knock. He became entirely focused on this task. It was easier than focusing on his heart right then.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 7:58 pm
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A tall woman came and stood a little behind where Luiciand had began to stack and knock down rocks, her gait long and easy. She moved like an ambling wolf, the confident stride of a person who knew that no one would dare to attack. They'd certainly tried. Illa had known this young man from boyhood, from infancy, really. She had watched him grow. So, in watching him now, she knew something was eating at him. "There now, lad. What's troubling you?" She squatted down, beginning her own rock pile a little ways off from his own. She'd never been great with kids, but new, raw recruits? Well, you had to start somewhere.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:08 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:16 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:31 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:37 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:41 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:48 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 8:53 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2017 9:04 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2017 5:10 am
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