Wish I could reconcile my thoughts tonight...

[Zphal]

I'm feeling a little... angsty?

I opened up Google docs to do a little editing on what would be the next chapter of Pendulum, and I'm still just in such awe that my writing partner just gave up on it and me and just walked away like it never meant anything to him. I'm staring at a 400,000 word story knowing that there's literally no point in adding to it and yet so much time and effort went into it. It's such a huge ******** shame. I don't understand.

At least I'm not suffering from gender dysphoria related angst is the upshot.  

[Zphal]

Tonight almost feels like one of those nights where you really want to open yourself up to someone, but considering how the last couple times you chose people to do that with went, you figure it's best not to.