I am empty and devoid. The last week, I've been reflecting, and I no longer have a will to continue. It took me two hours to even motivate myself to get out of bed this morning... I just, am so, exquisitely cold.
I feel like a robot.
I'm not even my own person anymore.
Everything I held dear, I have managed to ruin.
I no longer hold a desire to continue living. I no longer hold a desire to stop myself from not living.
Posted: Thu Nov 26, 2015 11:01 am
I am so sorry that no one responded to this to show any support or was able to relate. It doesn't even look like you're on Gaia anymore. Either way, *Long distant hugs* I've felt this way for a long time. I'm just now starting to crawl out of it.