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You're always so rude,
you never say a word,
like it's cool,
it scares me shitless,
do you expect me to let you dance in my pants?
Say something already,
if you did,
bet you'd complain about how the weather,
is always the same,
bet if you'd listen to me,
be with me,
the weather would be different.
I'm going to light a ciggerette,
stick in your cold asz,
maybe after I re-marry,
you'd snuff it out,
wish you'd done it earlier.
The bathroom was always dirty,
I always had to scrub the sides,
so hard I cried,
everytime.
I remember the time you told me I couldn't clean worth a s**t,
you smiled like it was playful,
it hurt you bazterd.
Remember the time you left me at the gas station?
And the time you got mad and drove away?
Wish you'd die,
wish I didn't regret so many things,
I said,
and didn't say to you,
so these fvcking tears would stop making my cheeks,
dry,
my cheeks are starting itch,
damn you,
I hate you so much.
It's only true.
Your coughing kept me up all night,
and the bills,
I'm still paying off,
they weren't even worth it,
and pity,
I didn't pay for.
I blame you,
you completely.
If we'd had kids,
they would've gotten mad at you,
like I am.
It can't be fixed,
I mean, you did,
work at a garage,
you would know,
those people in white coats,
were mechanics too.
When you couldn't work there anymore,
and there was no second chances,
I pictured in red oil,
thanks to you--
Ow.
My foot hurts,
it snagged a rectangular rounded stone,
what's it doing with your name on it,
I hate you,
after all of these years,
I'll still love you,
no matter how many times you left,
our home,
or forever.
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