So, my best friend has been...wishy washy at best about who she is, sexuality wise. I'm a comfortable, open, bi-sexual. So of course, I've been supportive of her in her choices. Letting her know that whatever she wants is okay.
About two months ago, she has a mini-breakdown in which she let it slip that she thought I was the one for her. I was surprised, but let her know, that if she wanted to go that route then that was okay with me. She stopped the subject totally. Which didn't bother me.
A month later, my girlfriend told me she was cheating on me, so of course I broke up with her. I was crushed, devastated, and vulnerable. That night I stayed over at her house, and she kisses me. So, me being in the vulnerable state latched on and a make-out session ensued. She then told me to, well lets be blunt here. She told me to eat her. I just wanted to make someone happy, because obviously I didn't keep my ex happy. So I did. She came, and rolled away from me. Falling asleep with no conversation, no hug, no thank you, no nothing. I sat up most of the night wondering why this was.
The next morning, I didn't bring it up. Thinking she might have forgotten. It hurt me, knowing what had happened. But not looking to ruin a friendship I let it slide.
Two weeks later, she comes up to me and is like "Hey, that was fun. But I'm not interested in you romantically." And I say "Oh, okay".
Inside I was screaming, how could she use me for her experimentation, when I was at my lowest point. Lead me to believe that she wanted me as more than a friend, and chalk it up to "Fun"? You don't do that to someone.
About two months ago, she has a mini-breakdown in which she let it slip that she thought I was the one for her. I was surprised, but let her know, that if she wanted to go that route then that was okay with me. She stopped the subject totally. Which didn't bother me.
A month later, my girlfriend told me she was cheating on me, so of course I broke up with her. I was crushed, devastated, and vulnerable. That night I stayed over at her house, and she kisses me. So, me being in the vulnerable state latched on and a make-out session ensued. She then told me to, well lets be blunt here. She told me to eat her. I just wanted to make someone happy, because obviously I didn't keep my ex happy. So I did. She came, and rolled away from me. Falling asleep with no conversation, no hug, no thank you, no nothing. I sat up most of the night wondering why this was.
The next morning, I didn't bring it up. Thinking she might have forgotten. It hurt me, knowing what had happened. But not looking to ruin a friendship I let it slide.
Two weeks later, she comes up to me and is like "Hey, that was fun. But I'm not interested in you romantically." And I say "Oh, okay".
Inside I was screaming, how could she use me for her experimentation, when I was at my lowest point. Lead me to believe that she wanted me as more than a friend, and chalk it up to "Fun"? You don't do that to someone.
