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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 6:34 pm
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Honestly, life could be so much worse for me.... I use to hate it, before I realized how horrible things could really get. I have a mother, a nice house, a boyfriend of over 2 years who loves me and is devoted, a church where I am accepted and loved with my other gothy, I've started to learn who my real friends are... My aunt Grace, whom I really love, is dieing in a hospice and is most likely dead as I type this, my mother nearly bled to death internally over the summer, my father is living separate from us for threatening to kill us, my mother has a horrible horrible autoimmune disease, we are not doing well money wise, and so on.... but you know what? Those terrible things could of been a hell of a lot worse, and they could always get worse. I live a blessed life, much better of a life than I honestly could ever deserve. As long as I have anything, I will be thankful. As long as I have my mother and my beloved, life is perfect for me.
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Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 7:00 pm
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Angel of the End Honestly, life could be so much worse for me.... I use to hate it, before I realized how horrible things could really get. I have a mother, a nice house, a boyfriend of over 2 years who loves me and is devoted, a church where I am accepted and loved with my other gothy, I've started to learn who my real friends are... My aunt Grace, whom I really love, is dieing in a hospice and is most likely dead as I type this, my mother nearly bled to death internally over the summer, my father is living separate from us for threatening to kill us, my mother has a horrible horrible autoimmune disease, we are not doing well money wise, and so on.... but you know what? Those terrible things could of been a hell of a lot worse, and they could always get worse. I live a blessed life, much better of a life than I honestly could ever deserve. As long as I have anything, I will be thankful. As long as I have my mother and my beloved, life is perfect for me. Wow, im really glad you see the better side of life where most people would see only the bad.
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 8:14 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 6:19 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 9:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 8:50 am
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 6:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 4:16 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 4:25 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 5:43 pm
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Majesty of War Storm Daughter I like life. Its what I do. I like fun, and sleeping, and eating. They make me happy. I hate the sun though. I wish I was physically adapted to be nocturnal, because the sun burns my skin and hurts my eyes. Unless its raining. Rain is okay. Except it gets all my stuff wet. lol i agree
I agree as well.
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 8:15 pm
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Angel of the End Majesty of War Storm Daughter I like life. Its what I do. I like fun, and sleeping, and eating. They make me happy. I hate the sun though. I wish I was physically adapted to be nocturnal, because the sun burns my skin and hurts my eyes. Unless its raining. Rain is okay. Except it gets all my stuff wet. lol i agree I agree as well. Its cool your all so zen. It makes me happy.
After all, why would you ever waist an opportunity to be happy?
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 11:50 am
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Posted: Sun May 02, 2010 6:18 pm
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Also, guys, trust me on this.... life is precious. Life is something rare in our universe, and although we ourselves are alive, it is a beautiful mystery as to how we came to be alive, and what being alive really means. It's so precious because it is limited, because every life is unique. Thoughts, loves, desires, dreams, memories, they are all part of being alive. With this, is adrenaline, the deadly sins, the heavenly virtues, even the ability to be bored or numb is beautiful, because numb is infact a feeling all of its own. The fact we can be aware of each other, connect to each other, communicate and work both with and against our nature, is amazing. That is something only living beings can do. Being alive means knowing, understanding, feeling, and ultimately, dieing. But what is death? Our bodies break apart, and 3 ounces of our mass vanish. No scientist can tell what that is... but if life is something of it's own, and there are souls, and individual energies, and a spirit/energy world that coexists with our own, we must go somewhere. Something must survive, because being alive is different from being like anything else. If energy and matter can not be created nor destroyed, nor can those 3 whatever that disappear the moment we die, no matter what age, gender, religion, or size or shape of a person.
Life is too interesting, and thus too precious, I do believe, in order to say that "life is horrible" or "life sucks". Finding beauty in darkness, I know that is what most goths do. That is what most PEOPLE do in general, even without realizing it. Because those things are part of life, and just incase we only get to live once, might as well find zen, balance, figure out what we can, and live our lives in the best and most generious way we can.
Those are my thoughts of today.
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