Suicide

[gymnast4lifetam]

I need advice.

Lately, every time I get into one of my depressed moods, I start feeling like death is the only way out and it'd end everything perfectly, and then I walk/look around and find my self thinking of ways to kill myself without anyone noticing immediatly.

Any advice on how to block out the thoughts?


I seriously do feel that suicide is the one way ticket out of this hell life.
No one cares about me, barely anyone talks to me, everyone hates me and flames me.  

[Rellik San]

Yeah... thats what life was like for me, know how i got through it?

I grew a pair.  

[gymnast4lifetam]

Last night was horrible.

First I wanted to take the entire bottle of my mom's sleeping pills when she went out, go to sleep, and hope I die.
But then I remembered hospitals have detox -_-

So now I'm starving myself because my family could never afford an anorexia hospital or whatever.

I just want to die!  

[Rellik San]

So your doing it in the slowest attention seekingest way possible? As opposed to slitting your wrists?

Honestly thats kinda weak.

You don't want to die you want someone to acknowledge you.  

[OoPeroxidePrincessoO]

They have hotlines for these types of things you know.
I've never tried one, but here:
1-800-SUICIDE  

[gymnast4lifetam]

Princes_Of_Darknes_828

They have hotlines for these types of things you know.
I've never tried one, but here:
1-800-SUICIDE

And what am I supposed to say?
I've always been more comfortable online then on the phone D:  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

How old are you?

 

[gymnast4lifetam]

[Ashes][is][Ashes]

How old are you?

... 14  

[Candy Fornication]

I don't know how to say this any nicer or without profanity soooo:
Suicide is the b***h way out.

Life might suck right now, it did for me when I was 14.
But it'll get better.
I've attempted suicide 4 times.
One time I almost did die but I chickened out & got my best friend to call the hospital.
Right now your hormones are just all screwed up & you over exaggerate things.
Just chill out, & let things even out.
It sucks, I know, but it's better then doing something extremely stupid that you can't change.
And don't try to deal with it by drinking, that always ends bad, I know, I tried.  

[gymnast4lifetam]

Candy Fornication

I don't know how to say this any nicer or without profanity soooo:
Suicide is the b***h way out.

Life might suck right now, it did for me when I was 14.
But it'll get better.
I've attempted suicide 4 times.
One time I almost did die but I chickened out & got my best friend to call the hospital.
Right now your hormones are just all screwed up & you over exaggerate things.
Just chill out, & let things even out.
It sucks, I know, but it's better then doing something extremely stupid that you can't change.
And don't try to deal with it by drinking, that always ends bad, I know, I tried.

I've wanted to kill myself starting since I was around 10...
And I already drink a bit... I just drink what I can, am in a state of actual peace for a while, then pass out before hangover comes.  

[Candy Fornication]

gymnast4lifetam

Candy Fornication

I don't know how to say this any nicer or without profanity soooo:
Suicide is the b***h way out.

Life might suck right now, it did for me when I was 14.
But it'll get better.
I've attempted suicide 4 times.
One time I almost did die but I chickened out & got my best friend to call the hospital.
Right now your hormones are just all screwed up & you over exaggerate things.
Just chill out, & let things even out.
It sucks, I know, but it's better then doing something extremely stupid that you can't change.
And don't try to deal with it by drinking, that always ends bad, I know, I tried.

I've wanted to kill myself starting since I was around 10...
And I already drink a bit... I just drink what I can, am in a state of actual peace for a while, then pass out before hangover comes.

Well lets see....the average age to start puberty is around 9-11.
So that sounds about right.
I'm telling you it's just your hormones silly.

And to the drinking thing:
Just stop it.
Don't even start making it a habit.
Your to young.
And so am I but I drink everyday.
Like today is the 1st day I didn't drink & I really am the biggest b***h in the world right now.
I just yelled at one of my roommates for about 2 hours for eating my raman.
I'm also out of cigarettes.....so that could add onto it.
>.<"  

[AllHopeDiesLast]

just smoke a joint

 

[gymnast4lifetam]

I don't smoke cigarretes or anything, but whenever I get a change alcohol is love. And I dun think my parents have found out yet xD

Like I think my mom left some beers in the fridge, if I wasn't sick already I'd walk the 5 steps and have one D:  

[[Ashes][is][Ashes]]

Fourteen.
I knew some kids like you when I was fourteen.

You know how you get past that? Make some friends. Go to the lake, go swimming. Go running. Exercise. Start a collection, start reading/drawing/writing. Go volunteer at a local animal shelter, homeless shelter, care center for the elderly. Get a job at a farm or berry picking.

Get off your damn computer, it's not helping you any.
If you want sympathy, you won't find it here.

I've just handed you an assload of solutions. Use 'em or go whine somewhere else.  

[Xx_Pandavik_xX]

I can understand to some extenct what you're going through. But let me tell you something.
Although you think your life sucks and such remember all the people in 3rd World Countries that have it soo much worse than us.
Think of the millions of people out there that are going through similar things than you or sometimes even worse.
You are not alone, you're only alone if you let yourself think so.