oxycontin.

[KeEp-My-CaSkEt-ClOsEd !]

i just love how much sh!t get into.
ok,so.
my daddy just got out of the hospital.
he had to have sgrgery on his leg and on his heart
yes,he is doing better now. thank god.
but,as a pain killer he was perscribed oxycontin.
ok,so me and my boyfriend of pretty much four months
got into a fight.
and he was saying i didnt love him anymore.
and then a whole bunch of sh!t happened and we broke up.
but,that night i took ten oxycontin at once.
[40 mg's]
im suprized im not dead,to be honest.
but the next day,a thursday, didnt go to school because i was puking.
that night was the night of the twilight midnight premeir and before i left
i took five more oxys.
friday morning before school i took five more.
saturday,nothing.
and sunday i took two.
i didnt taje any because it made patrick cry[patrick is the boyfriend/exboyfriend.]
him and i are offically back toge
ather now.
please,no going off and blameing this all on him.
the reason we 'broke up' was because its really hard for us to see eachother sometimes.
because im in the middle school in eighth grade and hes a sophmore in highschool.
so we can only see eachother on weekends,but we havent been able to because hes grounded.
and hes grounded because he skipped a day of school and came and spent the day with me,
in my bed..
but,yeah.
so i havent taken anything until last night.
because of my sister.
she told my mom about the stuff i've done with patrick.
[sneaking over,fingering,hj's,bj's,eatingout.]
no,no sex though.[yet]
and im actually ODing right now.
i threw up this morning.
oh,i took four oxys.

so,pretty much my issue is i dont know what to do..
im NOT addicted.
i know that addiction is.
but,when something hits me too hard i go straight for the bottel.
:/  

[MargieMe]

first of all, no more pills! i dont want you to get sick or something! if you need to talk to someone im all ears, vent. get it all out of ur system. dont take these things out on yourself. as for your bf, sounds complicated. i think its great you have someone and he makes you happy. maybe you guys need to talk about things, doesnt sound like anyones fault that ya'll cant see eachother but the age possibly? im just saying cause it splits ya'll up. talk to him. good luck!  

[Eri Luvs You]

I'm starting not to believe certain things you say.
I do love you but...10 oxycotin? You have to be exaggerating.  

[KeEp-My-CaSkEt-ClOsEd !]

eri,i seriously wish i was.
i swear on my,i really took ten.
thats why i dont know why im alove right now.
i was trying to kill myself...


fallen-
thanks babe<3
we did talk.
he came over friday night and we....
made up,i guess you could say.  

[wiccan of the moon]

Best o luck to ya babe!
oxycontin eh? hmmm...
i'd be careful with that stuff...
i heard it got some bad side effects...
i better read up on it somehow....hmm....
be very careful with that stuff...
and do yourself a favor and check side effects
it could be one of those meds that could give you kidney or liver failure
trust me, you don't want an organ to fail....hmmm.... sad  

[KeEp-My-CaSkEt-ClOsEd !]

oh,i know about side effects..
ive pretty much ******** everything up.
because,i was pregnant...
not anymore..
oh,also!
i have MRSA.
so,i might die.
f*** yeah.
:/  

[wiccan of the moon]

wow...
didn't think it would be THAT bad
ouch
once again best of luck to you  

[Panyris]

KeEp-My-CaSkEt-ClOsEd !

oh,i know about side effects..
ive pretty much ******** everything up.
because,i was pregnant...
not anymore..
oh,also!
i have MRSA.
so,i might die.
f*** yeah.
:/

IT'S A MIRACLE! How the hell did you get pregnant without having sex? (I know there are ways, thanks to a foxy author by the name of Chuck Palinuck. . .) That would have to be the worst thing ever for me, losing a baby. But, are you sure you were pregnant? Those tests aren't the most reliable thing, nowadays. And you definatly don't want to beat yourself up for something that a) may have not even been your fault, b) may not have even been real. Listen, if you want to talk to someone with a really ******** up life and hands on experience with drugs, you can pm me.  

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