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Posted: Sun Aug 03, 2008 10:57 pm
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I've got into this habit of asking one of my friends how her mental health is, instead of how she is; around here, all anyone takes into account when going to answer that question is physical health. If I wasn't to say what I do, she'd invariably quickly say "fine" even if she felt lousy. So, basically, this is a thread in which people can say how they're feeling, how they are, at this moment in time. Good, bad, lousy, excited, bored? Since some of the things which happen to us aren't that major, (not enough to warrent a thread) but still have an effect on how we feel, and it's good to get these things off one's chest. Even if it's one sentence. I'll rephrase; how do you feel?
Personally, I'm currently hungry, I'm sure I'm suffering from delayed reaction tiredness, my mouth tastes aweful, but I'm really happy. I can get up whenever I want, and go to bed when I want right now. Someone likes a oneshot fanfic I wrote, I finally got around to getting this thread together, and I've counted and cleaned the Phoenix Wright thread in the picture post. I'm also hopeful about coming out to my parents since we were in Berlin. In order to get part of my cosplay outfit, we wandered all over the place, including through part of the "gay triangle" (which is an area around three particular streets) and they didn't freak out, despite that there was a huge rainbow flag flying and everything. I still can't quite sort out the strange muddle of shock, disapproval and relief I felt when on hearing the mildly disgusted comment from my dad that there didn't seem to be "many black people around, they must not like city because of the large gay community." I hate it when they throw casual, racist generalisations around. gonk But I'm glad that my parents aren't homophobic?! *Headdesk.* What a mess. DDDD:
I talk too much. :/
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 3:33 pm
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EDIT: Now I'm even worse. My mom just called and told me that my grandpa's system is shutting down and they can't do really anything. So they're just trying to keep him comfortable because he has a day or possibly less left of his life. crying
Right now, I'm less than okay. Over the weekend, I had been with my family, visiting some of my dad's relatives. My cousin, who I hadn't seen in over ten years got married on Saturday, our whole reason for visiting. Before going up there, I'd found out from my mom that my grandpa (dad's dad) had been diagnosed with lung cancer, and that his stupid doctors couldn't get him in to schedule his biopsy until the seventeenth of this month. That's almost one month since his diagnosis. And today, my parents found out that his heart was only working at fifty percent and that he couldn't breathe. So he was put in the hospital, and my parents went back up to where he lives to see him again. My mom called me not too long ago and told me that he doesn't look good and that he might not even make it to the end of the day. And with how he looked when I saw him over the weekend, I don't think he'll last much longer either. He was absolutely miserable. He's really skinny, and losing more weight still, he's weak, he could hardly talk, and he coughed a lot, which was more of a wheeze than anything. So I'm about to breakdown and cry. cry
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 6:32 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 22, 2010 10:24 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 23, 2010 12:23 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 27, 2010 1:24 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 11:12 pm
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Well, I'm feeling a hell of a lot of emotions right now. Such as excitement, confusion, and angst. I had just gone to see a play on the Laramy(sp?) Project with this girl who I'm starting to develop a crush on, and omg, it was like woah. In the 5+ hours we hung out together I felt a bond form and it totally made me happy. But to my unfortune, she's straight, but whatever. I seriously think that something, even though tiny, in my life has changed. Sorry for talking a lot, just had to get this off of my chest. ><
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 2:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:34 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 9:22 am
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Posted: Wed Feb 24, 2010 2:28 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 10:43 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 8:00 am
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