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So here I am, sitting here again, not sleeping... just thinking into my keyboard. And I had a though, as I was writing, that I felt compelled to post. Maybe I'll strike a common chord in all of you. Maybe I'm just sleep deprived and my brain is throwing up junk. You decide. But...
It seems to me that the worst part of life, the most difficult, horrible, unlivable part of life, is feeling like you're alone. Those moments where you feel like you're the only one who doesn't have perfect skin, the only one with no friends, the only one who's never going to get that grade, the only one who's facing whatever's looming in your life, the only one who has your problems.
These thoughts are ones we keep silent, ones we forget about, that we don't share. But maybe, the reason we all feel so alone, is because we don't realize that everyone else feels the same. That no one is as perfect as they seem.
That would mean, that our situation really isn't the problem, it's our outlook that matters. I guess I never realized this before.
So... don't forget... you're not alone. No matter how you feel... someone, out there, feels just as bad. And Yeshua also went through trials in his life... so did David... and Jeremiah... Pain isn't to be kept away in the dark though... bring it to your friends, let them help you. And more, bring it to Him. Because He understands. No matter how bad.
Just... my 1:00am musings... Not exactly Dumas... but I though I'd post.
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Posted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 11:15 pm
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Thank you for this.
I've kind of been wrestling with feelings of loneliness, lately. I am one that really wants to get married and have a family. If I could achieve only one dream in life, it would be that one. I'm 27 and really don't even have much in the way of prospects. I have a guy I'm finally tearing myself away from because I've decided that if-after 8 years, me taking over his mortgage to help him keep his house, and everything else we've been through and all his talk about the possibility-he hasn't put a ring on my finger by now, he never will. And I have someone that is 2,000 miles away that is very much a loner, never really even wanted to date until he met me and now he is merely considering it and is very, very skittish and I find myself hoping that he doesn't chicken out on me at the last minute or change his mind about me or something.
I think about what I'd do, how I'd react if this one doesn't pan out, either. And what if I never find the one. At least before I'm 35 and no longer want to have kids. I think that i will be very jaded by that point and will pretty much give up and say f you to Mr. Right if he finally comes out of the woodwork by then....
The idea of it makes me very sad. I think I've cried a bit more in the last month than I usually do. That is to say, I have...
Yeah... I think there are a lot of piddly factors involved that are causing my current pessimism. Relocating is a LOT of stress >_<
Add to that that I have realized that ye olde biological clock has been ticking for a while....
Eh...sorry this kinda turned into my life story... Hope I didn't bore y'all ^^;
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Posted: Thu Jul 17, 2008 1:56 pm
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Silver Wingling So here I am, sitting here again, not sleeping... just thinking into my keyboard. And I had a though, as I was writing, that I felt compelled to post. Maybe I'll strike a common chord in all of you. Maybe I'm just sleep deprived and my brain is throwing up junk. You decide. But... It seems to me that the worst part of life, the most difficult, horrible, unlivable part of life, is feeling like you're alone. Those moments where you feel like you're the only one who doesn't have perfect skin, the only one with no friends, the only one who's never going to get that grade, the only one who's facing whatever's looming in your life, the only one who has your problems. These thoughts are ones we keep silent, ones we forget about, that we don't share. But maybe, the reason we all feel so alone, is because we don't realize that everyone else feels the same. That no one is as perfect as they seem. That would mean, that our situation really isn't the problem, it's our outlook that matters. I guess I never realized this before. So... don't forget... you're not alone. No matter how you feel... someone, out there, feels just as bad. And Yeshua also went through trials in his life... so did David... and Jeremiah... Pain isn't to be kept away in the dark though... bring it to your friends, let them help you. And more, bring it to Him. Because He understands. No matter how bad. Just... my 1:00am musings... Not exactly Dumas... but I though I'd post.
Not junk at all! You are so right.
I think loneliness is another of those mind games that the Devil plays with you. Loneliness I think might also be the feeling of feeling un-loved, and GOd is Love, so I guess loneliness is kinda the opposite?
I once heard someone say that the 3 most powerful words in the english language were alone, lonely, and loneliness. (I forgot who, but I think they are on to something.)
The awesome thing is that we're never alone! God is always with us! (Emmanuel~!)
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