Somtimes... I just feel....

[Queen.Cellophane]

UGH!
(Okey, I'm making a lot of topics. But hey, I like doing those sorts of things mrgreen )
SO...
Queenie is in a play, and it's one of those... Theatre of the Absurd. Which means there is no meaning.
Well, Queenie has to be lifted.
It's kinda scary, considering I weigh 180lbs.
I'm lifted by two men... one is carrying me around my upper torso and one is holding onto my legs.
WHY THIS MAKES ME UNCONFORTABLE:
I weigh 180. They don't know that, but I'm pretty sure they FEEL it. And they didn't really have a choice. Plus, the boy who is holding onto my legs gets his face quite close to my curvy thigh. >.<
Any advice on how I can feel more confortable in the air (Weight wise and mind wise)
Thanks guys.
Queenie
P.S. I think I'm gonna like it here.  

[Oshii-chan]

Hey. I'm new here, too.

What kind of face are we talking about? Perverted or "Ugh, she's heavy!"  

[Puddum]

I've been in a similar situation. In a play I was in I had to be picked up and carried around by one of the actors in a rather zany scene, but back then I was about twenty pounds heavier and he had a pretty hard time lifting me. We decided to alter the scene so that he was chasing me around the room and had to hold me in a hanging sort of position for less than a minute. It was easier and much funnier.

Maybe your director will agree to do the same if it's too much and too embarrassing. He/she should be fair especially since he/she hired you in the first place, right?