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 Posted: Mon Jan 29, 2007 9:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 1:36 pm
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I'm gonna warn you ahead of time, this is a vulgar poem... It's just as the title reads "a sad truth" I'll go into explaination as I go.... But, until then, this is NOT for the soft hearted....
Dizzying Blackness....
:Alone I sit and cry...
I cry so hard, I pass out...
Sometimes I wish I'd stay that way.... ( F o r e v e r....)
At least the memories would go...
The memories of the darkness...
And...
Your hand....
Over my mouth....
(( H E L P M E......))
YOU SHOVE ME TO THE GROUND!
GAG MY MOUTH, YOU WANT NO SOUND!
BARELY ABLE TO BREATHE THROUGH MY NOSE,
I SMELL THE STENCH UPON YOUR CLOTHES!!
((Choking on the fumes, I wish for it to end....
THE RELEASE OF YOUR HAND IS A GODSEND!!))
I SHOULD BE USED TO YOU ABUSING ME!!
((The memory of that night will last an eternity....))
I WAIT FOR IT TO STOP, BUT IT NEVER SEEMS TO LEAVE!
YOU USE MY HELPLESS AND GAGGED BODY!!
((The memory of that night will last an eternity....))
THE SCARS OF THE KNIFE YOU DUG IN MY ARM, ARE JUST AS REAL!
JUST AS REAL AS THAT PLEASURE YOU GOT TO FEEL!!
THAT PLEASURE YOU RAPED FROM ME!!
((The memory of that night will last an ETERNITY....))
THAT SICK SMILE YOU HAD UPON YOUR FACE!
I SEE IT ALL OVER THE PLACE!!
IT'S ALWAYS WATCHING ME!!
((The memory of that night will last an eternity....))
I LOOK IN THE MIRROR, AND SEE YOU STANDING BEHIND ME!
((I should be ready....))
THIS ISN'T A BAD MEMORY!!
AGAIN YOU RAPE ME!!
YOU SHOVE ME ONTO YOUR BED,
WITH THOUGHTS OF THE LAST, PLAGUING MY HEAD!!
and when it's done you walk away...
just like it's something everyday...
you feel no shame...
you won that game...
everytime i go to bed...
it's always playing in my head...
it's there in my nightmares...
I REMEMBER YOUR FIST TANGLED IN MY HAIR!!!
THIS ISN'T THE LAST TIME!!
THESE MEMORIES ARE EVER HAUNTING!!
THESE TEARS, NEVERENDING!!
THOSE SHORT MOMENTS LASTED AN ETERNITY!
THESE MEMORIES ARE ALWAYS WITH ME!!!!
make it stop....
i sit alone in the shadows, crying....
i hope, and pray,
that one day...
i'll be free of those fears...
those tears....
those memories...
Everytime I look in the mirror, you're there waiting for me...
((The memory of that night will last an eternity....))"
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 2:47 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 07, 2007 8:38 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:15 am
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Well, I don't have it nearly as bad as others. I mean, it's just my dad mostly, and that my two sisters fight about clothes. My mom just gets frantic sometimes. So actually, everyone fights (especially sisters when it comes to clothes) and everyone gets worried.
But not everyone is like my dad.. stare
Here are a few short ones, too:
Why, why do you do this?? You break me down, then slowly rebuild me, only to shatter me again!!
I don't understand..why pretend for so long?? What has it caused other than pain and hardship?? I take my leave of you..and I pray that grief consume you into madness.
Shadows consuming, chaos rising, am I dying??
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 11:11 am
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AllyKatt120 Well, I don't have it nearly as bad as others. I mean, it's just my dad mostly, and that my two sisters fight about clothes. My mom just gets frantic sometimes. So actually, everyone fights (especially sisters when it comes to clothes) and everyone gets worried. But not everyone is like my dad.. stare Here are a few short ones, too: Why, why do you do this?? You break me down, then slowly rebuild me, only to shatter me again!! I don't understand..why pretend for so long?? What has it caused other than pain and hardship?? I take my leave of you..and I pray that grief consume you into madness. Shadows consuming, chaos rising, am I dying??
Severity matters not...
One bad parent, making for a bad childhood, is as bad as the rest.... |
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 5:32 am
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 5:00 pm
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