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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 2:47 pm
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I feel rather used...by everyone. My bf sort of has a right to use me I suppose, but i'm kinda just another place to crash at the moment since he's homeless. Also sometimes I end up being his scapegoat...he turns to being an a*****e and guilt trips me and stuff. I've been trying to ignore it, and as usual i'm letting everyone walk all over me.
I've been sick lately, I mean really sick. When I stand up I feel dizzy. I was up all night from feeling awful, and early in the morning the phone started to ring. I tried to ignore it, figuring its about 9:00 and my dad should wake up and get it. That worthless a*****e couldn't even do that. The dog started barking about fifteen minutes later, and wouldn't stop. It really was starting to bother me. I managed to ignore it for another hour, resulting in a nasty headache. It really started to piss me off, so I got up. Some drunk guy that was one of my dads friends was pounding on the door. I told him to go away, and had to herd the dogs back inside.
I sat down for a movie, and the phone kept ringing. Every time it was for my lazy peice of crap dad, who was still sleeping the day away like I needed to be doing. My sister left a gross mess downstairs, and I had to clean it up..bleh. My bf wanted me to pick him up in town, so he could see me on his birthday. I'm not sure if I really want to get caught up in all this. I really am getting sick of this. My friends always ask to crash at my house, then end up eating all the food and making me late for stuff, when as a result I get in trouble. On top of all that my dad just won't stop bitching at me, treating me like I have a total attitude. Sure, I may have one...but thats what he gets for sleeping in, and making it so the ill one feels even worse scream I'm not quite sure if I want to cry or rip off everyone's head...maybe both. crying
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 1:37 pm
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 1:38 pm
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 1:39 pm
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 8:06 am
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