"I don't feel like it should be happening to me either," he said softly. "I'm not special, or changed in any way, or... deserving of anything. I'm just the same dull person I was before I came to Ashdown, it feels like this sort of uniqueness should have belonged to someone else. Like maybe it's just a mistake." As he spoke his shoulders slumped slightly, as though he wished it really had changed him.
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