LD meaning long distance not the forum LD. Anyways we have been on and off since 2006 but got back together last year. We don't talk much, if anything we probably don't talk at all. We can go weeks and a whole month not talking to each other. He never texts me and I dread texting him.
He is a very much into sex and whenever I try to have a normal conversation with him he just turns it to sex and pressures me into cybering with him. Me being the person I am, I rather he go watch porn and leave me alone. But he says "oh it's not the same" and all this other crap.
I have tried talking to him about it and he didn't protest he just out of the blue talked about the weather so the problem never really got dealt with and he just started back up with the whole sex thing.
I am so happy I don't have picture mail anymore because he keeps on pushing me to send him pictures and keeps asking why I can't get or send picture mail. When I finally took on the role of paying for my own phone I went with a new company and the cheapest was just talk and text only. I can still take pictures but cannot send them and I do get messages about people trying to send me picture mail but my phone doesn't support it.
Anyways so today is the first of July and I like to wish everyone on my contact list a happy first of the month text, even my boyfriend even though we live in different time zones.
He texted me back saying it would be the first in four hours and talked about his new position at his job and brought up how he gets to wear shorts and started talking about how I wanted to see him in them and I just kept saying I can't get picture mail and he kept asking why.
I almost broke up with him. I planned on doing it like last week but when it came time to I chickened out. Mostly because the day before even though he was being so sexual I lead him on and then ignored his text later at night, but in a way things were like "go terms" so I felt like breaking up with him out of the blue was not right and probably too sudden.
I don't know if I should talk to him again about this or just end it.
