Dear friend,
My lovely friend,
who shines greater than when the sun lands on the sea,
may your beauty remain uninterrupted, un-touched by filth,
my love for you is great,



My dear friend,
how you make my skin prickle,
make my skin crawl,
my love is not for you,
my heart was not for you,
nor sha'll be yours,


You're my only friend,
my lonesome friend,
my terrible, undeniable friend,
whom I long for, such a longing for,
not me, but you.

But if you're the friend,
friend of me, why do haunt, haunt those maple trees,
bound by our mutual understanding, i find you loving,
loving whom, loving other me,
you sicken me.


I am your friend,
your worst friend, coated in envy,
I pry for you,
craving of which, lies that may just exist,
you're are my friend, my terrible friend,
whom I love so.

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I posted this on my deviantart first, so I hope it isn't a problem or anything.
This is to the friend I might have, that might not exist. I love her so. x3