Fluffy writings: not sure itd be considered poetry though

[Meowologist]

My happy ending 
In the black stillness of night, I just want to be held by her. I know how I get when I see others get their happy ending yet I read about them again and again, tearing my heart apart. Questions race in my head. "Why cant I have a happy ending? Why am I always alone when I most need to be held? When will I be allowed to have a happy ending?" Its truly all I want, a happy ending. Someone to hold me close to their body and to tell me Ill be alright. Someone who can make all my sadness go away. Thats all I want...so when can I be told I can have a happy ending? When will it be my turn to be happy? To be held close while I cry. To be the center of someone else's world. Thats all I want so why cant I have it? My very own "happy ending".  

[Meowologist]

"I cant"
  I want to protect him, but i cant. If i do i get in trouble, like i cant love him. It hurts to see him like this. Hurt, crying alone on the dark, only himself to comfort him. I want to help him, protect him from the world, but i cant. Why wont they let me protect him? Hes my baby brother, i want to see him safe, but i dont and i cant stop it. They hurt him, push him when he makes them mad. They threaten him over and over again, they way they do me, except its different. My threats are mental, his, physical and i cant stop them. I want to take him away with me, somewhere safe. Somewhere they cant find us. But i cant...  

[Meowologist]

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I walk down a small, narrow passage and spot a beauty like no other 
She notices me and runs off to a dark corner where i cannot see her again 
"why do you run?" i called out but to no response 
I go to ger and kneel down beside her."a beauty like you shouldnt be consumed by the darkness but instead a shower of light." i smile as i say 
The girl looks at me with big fearful eyes and o feel as though i am a monster and leave 
"wait!" she calls out and smiles softly to me."ill be in the light if you stay with me." she blushes 
"thank you." i say and smile, taking her hand  

[Meowologist]

Take me away

Take me away my black winged angel. 
Take me to a place where there is eternal bliss. 
Take me to a river bank and help me cross over. 
Stay by my side forever as you promised. 
Never leave me as you have done so before. 
Take me away my black winged angel and hold my hand as we go out tonight.   

[Meowologist]

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[Meowologist]

"those days"
Remember those days, when we were young and thought we had it all?
Remember how you would run up behind me and hold me close?
I still remember those days, when everything was possible.
Before you were a victim.
Before he got us.
Why was I spared?
Why did you take my place?
I miss you so much, everyday.
When will the rain stop?
When will my cheeks be dry?
I thought i saw you the other day, when I went back to our secret place, where we were found and attacked.
I saw your beautiful blue eyes shining in the sunlight and I couldn't help but smile.
You came back to say you're all right, didn't you?
I cried that night and I saw you in my room.
You told me,"don't cry, I'll always watch over you. You were my first love and I'll always love you."
I loved you too but I'm getting older while your spirit is still that young boy I loved.
I'll be going to you soon, so promise you'll be the one to take me away, to be waiting for me at the other end.
Promise you'll be the angel to save me from my sadness, so we can be together in our secret place forever.