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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2012 4:33 pm
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Recently, I've been getting depressed enough to the point where I just lie under the covers for hours, watching TV. I won't say a word to my boyfriend when he comes in because I know that I'll start crying again the second I open my mouth. On days like this, I don't even want to eat. He basically has to beg me to eat.
I'm not suicidal. I believe that it's a cheater's way out. However, I don't know why my appetite goes like that. Once, after not eating for 27 hours, my boyfriend left a burger for me and made me promise to eat it. While eating it, I cried because I felt really selfish for eating it. I couldn't understand why.
Today, I feel that way again. I was at work for most of the day, so I couldn't go to the blankets, but I'm not hungry anymore. I held in my tears so no one else could ask questions, but I don't want to eat or even go home.
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2012 9:01 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2012 9:41 pm
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