I don't even know why I'm posting this. I just really need to tell someone.
So, I few weeks ago me and my boyfriend broke up. We had been going out since December 21, 2011. We broke up because there is this other guy. He loved me so much, and I won't say that a bit of me didn't love him back. At the moment, breaking up with my boyfriend seemed like the right thing to do. We barely talked and me and this other guy were already sorta going out. So I did it. I broke up with him. I remember the first days we went out, I said:"You'd have to break up with me. To finish it."
"Why?" He asked.
"Cause I'd never want to lose this."
And I miss our things. I miss our dog, our house. And most of all, I miss those nights that we had when we finally talked again after who knows how long. We would hold each other in bed, with Duke (the German Shepard he had gotten me) at the end of the bed. Him, stroking my back and me resting my cheek on his chest, playing with his hair. We knew what we liked, what calmed us the most.
I know I can't go back to him, but I can't forget him...
So, I few weeks ago me and my boyfriend broke up. We had been going out since December 21, 2011. We broke up because there is this other guy. He loved me so much, and I won't say that a bit of me didn't love him back. At the moment, breaking up with my boyfriend seemed like the right thing to do. We barely talked and me and this other guy were already sorta going out. So I did it. I broke up with him. I remember the first days we went out, I said:"You'd have to break up with me. To finish it."
"Why?" He asked.
"Cause I'd never want to lose this."
And I miss our things. I miss our dog, our house. And most of all, I miss those nights that we had when we finally talked again after who knows how long. We would hold each other in bed, with Duke (the German Shepard he had gotten me) at the end of the bed. Him, stroking my back and me resting my cheek on his chest, playing with his hair. We knew what we liked, what calmed us the most.
I know I can't go back to him, but I can't forget him...
