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 Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 11:57 am
To love a Vampire
I'd sacrifice myself for you
don't know if you'd care
But I'd offer you my heart
Just to know you're there
And if you said "I Love You"
I'd let you bleed me dry
I'd let you cut my soul out
Just so I could here you cry
And I'm hopeing now, that I can feel enough, for both of us!
So I'll feel you pains and fears,
The loniliness of a thousand years
The million tears you could not cry
And all the darkness, that fills your skys
I'd feel all the things you felt
over years of deep desire
all you saw through those broken eyes
and how much you begane to tire
I'd do this all for you
Because I know
You'd do the same for me
If there was a feeling, you could show
So take me now, and don't be afraid, to brake me now!
I know I'll still live on in your heart
(Blackend by a thousand years of dark)
a heart that lives forever
and just to let you know
I'd cast you into darkness, Never
And I know now, that this love, will last forever!
The picture of my past
A single tear, now as I weep
Unscathed by time, roles down my cheak
The lonesome fears, of these past years
A bloody knife, held only near
And as this heartfelt hatred seeps
(Falling down in pools of blood and red)
I held the past to close to me
(So now I stare, through eyes of dead)
like darkness, wretched with agony
(I scream, but my cries shaln't be heard)
I will not take you from your glory
(So now I'm dieing, hope soon I'll be dead)
just put me out of my misery
On my last breath, so I shall fear=
That now one has loved me, trough all of these years
And with great morbid reason say
"you're now long gone and dead to me"
So I'll shater the picture,
And cut with the glass
And push away now,
What once was my past...
happily ever after
I won't
Do it again
I admit I wan't to
But i wont give in
Wont worry about you
You're okay
I'm the one
Who cuts her wrists
While looking in the mirror
With distaste
You loved the feel
Of My cold embrace
can't do it again
I already lost pace
Wont do it again
So get away from my face
Can't do it again
Won't feel again
Won't brake again
It wont happen again
Just like You
To Ride in to the sunset
And leave me behind
But I Wont upset
Your hapily ever after
The childs laughter
My mother?
We'll blast her
But I wont upset
Your hapily ever after
I wear black leather boots
and meatal ring bracelets
black eye liner
with my white make up
A look
So easily labeled
Yet so hardly
Under stood
You bet I'd take it back
If I could
Just let go,
I wont do it again
The promised ring
Of my scream
To echo the halls
To strike fear
Into You at the mall
To bring you down
With the fear
Not so small
I can't do it again
so just leave me alone
Dont hold me back
I won't
Upset
You're
Hapliy
Ever
after
Its Just like you to
Ride in to the sunset
and leave me behind
And I won't upset
Your hapily ever after
The childs laughter
My mother?
We'll blast her
But Can't upset
Your hapily ever after
What about my
Hapily ever After.....
Divinity
You, an angle, strung in the midst of hell
Your divinity, cast light upon my lost dignity
an alliviation of my faded hopes and dreams
Your hope, like a sweet kiss, at the apex of a crule storm
washing away sins and crimes, leaving only you
a fallen angle, to be my savior
And Me, The devils daughter, given blessing in my inocence, to stand at the golden gates
My desire casting dark 'pon your lost need for dire
an exploitation of your self proclaimed apitimy
My hate drained you of this in the flames that forlorn
Your fire disintigrateing his lies, leaving clear everything
and something within you came crashing down... but needn't
be said.
We alone, Are the sum of humanity, as we stand together
As One, And No More.
We are Etched Upon Its Soul, Like a mirror Made Of Glass
As One, And no More.
We, of hatred mingled with light, now as we take our spiritual flight...
As One, And no more.
"Is This what we've come to be?" So I'll Ask, but never know.
Master
secrets pass between us
shadows hiding in shadows
if only i could read the writing on your face
you slip around me like thick silk
and i can feel the terrible eternity
i close my eyes and i begin to see
the suffering, the beauty
you wear the halo of a devil
the scent of roses laced with insecticide
so sweet, you kneel before me
so innocent, you lower your gaze
so sad, your tears betray you
and broken you've worshipped me
repentant, i stand before you
jaded, i lower my gaze
torn, my tears betray me
and broken i remain your deity
love changes everything
after strange gods
and the worlds oldest enemies
i don't believe in victims
or the healing of broken places
the perception of good and evil
is savage beauty
the dark side holds its own
ordinary grace
you see the life
in the mirror
extinguished
you see the scars on her body
left by this
sickness
you've watched her beg
you've watched her bleed
so you miss this
you see her life
in the mirror
extinguished
you close your eyes
and you cry for this
illness
you pray
and you plead
your tormented creator
granted life and immortality
so many crying and a godly child
wears a crown of thorns
my hands are fatigued
by the silent dust of prayers
we used to kiss
to distract out souls
but the heart can endure
another tragedy
another loss
with each breath
i can feel you moving through me
and you - sweet angel - represent death
i sit in this abyss
self made no less
and the dead
are but a whisper away
angels fill the sky
the mirror despises me
another self-portrait falls to the floor
and i am gone
she and i are master and pupil
and while one feels dirty, the other knows love
i trace the cracks in the wall with diseased eyes
and sketch pain with misshapen fingers
i have coated this canvas with anger and warm blood
here heart and hatred meet
and though no words leave her lips, she speaks,
"i am gone"
the ecstacy of tragedy
"if it bleeds, it leads"
accept that evil is ordinary,
good is not
despair, violence, temptation
common pain, seperate sorrow
life is a weekend retreat
in a desolate, unnoticed place
a broken-down palace
There you are
There you are,
Chaseing a dream.
Blinded by love,
With no self esteam.
Cant you see?
He's Just a fake.
No more then,
Reflections on a lake.
I've known this from the start
He's only ment to break your heart.
You've got to let it go,
He'll only end up hurting you.
You're ment to be apart
don't start.
not ment to be together.
Now stop!
Its hurting me more,
too see you broken.
but I'll tell you this now,
So this hurt will never grow.
The mask he puts on each morning
Hides the monster held within.
and the way he says he loves you,
I can hear it, Its not love, but sin.
He is the monster I see everyday.
walking down the street from school.
he is not but a lowlife,
a demon, a fool.
he needs you only for one thing
then he'll cast you down.
Into the darkness.
where he was found.
but if you leave now, I promise
He'll be gone in an instant, He'll vanish.
Hope you like it.....
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 5:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 27, 2006 5:21 pm
I really enjoyed it. You have talent.
P.S Go Got Goth!!
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2006 11:46 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2006 4:42 pm
I liked them as well. Keep up the good work.
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2006 10:23 pm
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