Quote:
" If you cant forgive your self for failing and the only thing going threw your head is how many more time must I fail the ones I love.
How do you go on, how do you go on knowing you will fail them all, that every person who ever loves you will be hurt because you failed them.
How do you go on knowing that all you ever ewind up doing is failing and that no one will ever profit from you existence?
If you know that dyeing would open up a better future for them all, that dyeing would make things better for them all.
When you look in there eyes, when you hear there voice, when you feel there touch and its a happy one, but you know that one day that it will be one filled with grief, haterid or regret of you.
When all you can see is the thing you have done wrong, when all you know is failure, when all you ever felt was weak.
As the feeling of failure seeps into your soul, as the emptiness of loneliness swallows you, as the pain of how much damage you have done eats at your mind.
How do you not do it, how do you not end it all, how do you validate you life as anything more than a curse apon the world? "
5/5/05
Jason
ok thsi is just an odd funny one I wrote...
Quote:
Why did you take my cupcake?
It was my last one, I was going to give it to my mommy.
Why did you do it?
Now I have nothing to give to my mommy.
Why didnt you ask?
I would have given you my cup cake.
Why wont you stop crying?
It wasnt that good of a cup cake.
Why did you throw it back up?
I cant give that to my mommy.
Why are you looking at me like that?
You can't eat me.
What are you doing?
Oww... stop... hel....
Why did you eat me?
Now I Cant go home to my Mommy
The Monster who ate my cup cake
A Squishy Production ^_^
ok I wrote this one for some thing and I had to write one real quick so yeah, some people like it so I share it with ya...
Quote:
" Love with all your heat
Think with all your wisdom
Fight with all you got
Never let the fear inside stop you
Give unto the world what it has never seen
Never back down from doin what is right
Follow your heart till it hurts
Think till you can't stand it any more
Fight on till your body gives way
If you do this you will find Love
If you do this you will find the way
If you do this you will never fail yourself
you will get love in your turn
you must share your wisdom
you wont have regret but pride "
Quote:
Untill Then
My weakness, My curse
Why dont they see it, Why dont they leave
How can I show them, How can I hurt them
When will it go away, This pain that is me
When will it come to an end, when will god free them
Where is the mercy, Where is the love
If Only I was stronger, Maybe I could do it
One day before its to late, Before I fail them all
They should forget me, They should hate me
For to long I have been here, Spreading like a cancer
Letting them down, Devouring there hope
Cutting them, Bleeding them
It needs to stop, The pain needs to be done
Once my life is gone, There smiles will return
But not yet, I must wait to set them free
Wait till I am strong, Wait till god calls me
Untill then all I can do is try, Try not to hurt them to much
Untill then I will bleed, Untill then I will wait
Jason
7-19-05
ok and thats it... I have some other stuff but thats some random ones and the ones I can copy and paste razz
