So much time,
I’ve lain awake.
Weighing pros and cons,
On the road to take.
Inevitable point.
Eventual choice.
Sweaty palms and,
A cracking voice.

I cannot scream,
When I cannot breath.
I cannot dream,
Because I cannot sleep.
I’m damned if I don’t,
And damned if I do.
Because it’s down,
To not win, just lose.
Go left, and lose what I have left.
Go right, and lose what I thought was right.

So many nights,
Crying to sleep.
Under the lights,
Blinding me.
I’m so lost,
Scared and alone.
What is the cost,
Of dying alone?

I cannot scream,
When the world is asleep.
And I cannot dream,
When your choking me!
I’m damned if I do,
And I’m damned if I don’t.
You’ll said it’d be fine,
But I know it won’t.
Go left, and die alone.
Go right, and I die early