I want to make a a big change. Something that is good. Like find away to be skinny or get a new hair cut that looks great on me. Get a new clothing style and phone. Get a job. I even want to change my room and dye my dogs fur. (kidding on the dog) If I had a zen garden the white sand would be purple. Just because I want to change. I want to be me and I want it too be good. I have been in this mood for a month now. I broke up with my boyfriend three months ago and I still love him and miss him. Now that he's gone there is no one to take his place...so far...Although all I'm looking for is a friend and not a companion. I have been bored and yet no one talks. So I pick up my book and read a story about good vs evil.