Delicate Sunlight. Chapter 1.

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I'm back.

Here is a topic for my latest project; 'Delicate Sunlight.'

I will post updates as they go along.  

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1-1. Sunset.

The sunset.
It seems so beautiful.
Over the hill, we see it's fade.
We see it dying into a new tomorrow.
We see it's blurring heat among the clouds.
This night we spent together.
Holding one another.
Gazing at the sunset together.
It seemed so perfect.
It seemed so right.

As the sun rises,
It brings hell with it's wake.
My emotions seem broken.
My heart seems faint.
I seem like this is already dead.
Yet it so recently began?

As the sun lives, and dies.
So do another section of me.
My emotion.
My faith.

A kiss of unheated love.
In a day of unheated light.
A word of unheated passion.
A touch of unheated care.

A day of pure hate.

I already see what you're thinking.
But I keep a smile.
I keep a gentle tone to my voice.
I keep my lips against yours.
But what now?
Nothing.
I wait.
I wait for you to end it.
I wait for you to end me.

And so here we are.
Dead.
Over.
Pain has never felt so..
Real.  

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1-2. Melody

And then the lies begin.
Or are they golden promises?
I will allow you to control me.
I will allow you to taste the satisfaction of dominance.
Just make me yours.
And I will always be here for you.

The sun is so hot today.
Your eyes seem so bright.
You like to tease, and play fight.
But I always end up on top.
You always end up with that soft smile.
We always end up wrapped in a soft kiss.
And then you always push me away.

What is it?
What is it that is so hard to understand?
Boy likes girl.
Girl likes boy.
How is it complicated?
Love may be the most difficult thing in life.
So is hesitation.
Hesitation loses you things.
It could lose you me.
I will be by your side forever.
If you can catch this butterfly before it flies away.  

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1-3. Masochist.

I adore the kiss you gave me.
The one that we shared for only a second.
The one that felt so empty.
The one that was so unheated.
The unheated kiss of a lustful woman.

You scream at the mear mentioning of a word.
Yet you scream out those words from your own mouth.
Your mouth is stained.
With lies, greed and lust.
The taste of your lips send a smile to my lips.
The warmpth of your arms makes me melt.
Such an unheated warmpth.
Such a lie.

You lay beside me,
Asleep with such an innocent smile.
You know you've won.
Such a sadist.
Such a killer.
You have a new pet to abuse.
You have me.
To use,
Abuse,
and throw away.
Just how I remember my time with women.
Just how I was brought up.
Just how I like it.

A masochistic fantasy.
A sadistic desire.
A sadistic greed.
I'll let you bite me some more.
I'll wince and wipe away the pain.
I'll let you finish with a gentle smile.
And return that same smile.
Go on.
Kill me.