Love Bingeing

I got so high on you last night
I can't come down from this height.
I heard you whisper when I cried
tears that were meant for your eyes.
Love is no word I thought was true
but here I stand, in love with you.

Vicious veins are much too pure,
In darkness I will find a cure.
Curse my soul and leave your dream.
End me swiftly before I scream.
No cut could sever my disdain,
To bleed no more from vicious veins.

The darkness came and went away
I cursed the dawning of this day.
Another without you will pass
and I'll forget more of my heart.
Love is no thing I meant to do,
but here I stand, in love with you.

Violent eyes won't lie to me,
Intruige me, say you'll die with me.
Cut my skin and I belong,
Etched in silence all along.
No scar could purge you from my life.
Tears no longer in violent eyes.

I've made myself sick to the bone
begging not to be alone.
I've made mistakes too much to count
and still you can't shut me out.
Love is no thing that I deserve
yet is the one thing I can't purge.