Guys, I'm really scared. :/
I had this dream last night about me and my mum. I say a lot of mean things about my mum behind her back and last night we had gotten into a horrible argument and then she gave me my pills and was like "I'm sorry your life sucks." and went to bed. She didn't say 'Goodnight' or anything.
Then I had this dream. I couldn't wake up from it no matter what.
It kind of went like:
(Oh yeah, just so you know, it's quite graphic, gore-wise.)
I was texting Holly about how I couldn't go see FOB and blink-182 in Atlanta because of my mum. And then I went to go grab a bottle of water from the fridge and my mum asked me about what I say about her. I said "Huh? What? Oh nothing." she starts to yell "LIARRRR!". Since we were in my kitchen she grabbed a knife and tried to stab me repeatedly with the knife I was screaming louder than anyone could ever imagine and then I tried to lock myself in my brothers room since he was apparently gone and the door to his room is made of like, two-and-a-half-inch thick glass. My mom magicly broke through the glass door and she sliced my hands, arm, and face repeatedly. After that she left. and I found her outside on my front porch sitting on one of the three steps that we have and I was of course still bleeding and crying but I ran to her and hugged her and said "I'm sorry! I'm so ******** sorry! I love you mum! D:" And then she was all like "No, I'm so ******** sorry." and then she showed me her wrists and she had cut the artery with the same knife. And she was pouring blood all over me and the steps.
I was crying harder than I have ever cried (which is a lot because one of my best friends died two years ago) and then I ******** woke up.
My mum woke me up this morning too. She looked at me and said "Oh sorry, I thought you were awake." and left.
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I need like psychiatrist or something.
I don't know why I posted this. I just needed to let someone know.
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