I've been thinking lately.

[Kay-VW]

Ok you guys, I've been thinking recently. I really haven't been taking loosing weight very seriously. For so long now, I've complained about being overweight, but I haven't been doing anything about it.

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid. I have let my self grow lazy, I let myself get fat. Hard to believe, but I used to be thin as a stick. I'm fat, I'm lazy, I'm unhealthy, I am weak. I don't like that. I have decided that from now on, I will work hard. I WILL lose weight. I've just been sitting here feeling sorry for myself instead of doing anything about it, well, I'm done with that. I just want to be at a normal weight again, I just want to be happy. I'm tired of people thinking that I'm not going to get anywhere in life. I want to show them that I can and will do something with my life. I want to go somewhere in my life, I want to see the world, I just really want to be happy, and to be able to be happy with myself. So, from now on, I'm going to work hard.

sweatdrop Sorry about that. I just needed to let that out. I really haven't been taking loosing weight to seriously.  

[Lady Schist]

The way I've been looking at it is that if someone were chasing me to try to kill me, I wouldn't be able to run away. ._. Or if I tried they'd catch me, or if I managed to get away they'd find me because I'd be breathing so hard. ._.

Congratulations and hold on to that! Realizations like this are fantastic. ^___________________^