[Personal] How are you?

[Its Dark In The Matinee]

Uber glomps and hugs for those of you who aren't doing good heart

I'm kinda excited cos it's Alex Kapranos' birthday tomorrow and I'm making him a cake.
Hooray for obsessive fan-girlishness!

But I'm also lonely and have been thinking of maybe going back to public school...

 

[SilverMaple]

I spend a lot of time in classes or at work because I can't stand being at home anymore. I have three roommates; one is my friend who I moved in with, and the other two are exchange students. They're not really bad people, but they keep leaving terrible messes in the kitchen and in the living room and all they do is watch reality TV and stupid shows like Gossip Girl all the goddamn time. And the things they talk about are so inane, as well as one of them is passive-aggressive and I sometimes just want to slap her.
I can't even be comfortable in my home. It's starting to affect me. :[ I really want to move, but there's nowhere I can go right now.  

[Its Dark In The Matinee]

I wish my mum would be more supportive of my gender issues... -sigh-

 

[Lady Gyrfalcon]

I wish I wasn't a procrastinator.

Tangentially, I wish I was more reliable. I haven't even managed to get around to posting in room801 in a while.  

[Sieffre]

My life = wonderful. I had my convocation yesterday, and after taking a test on Friday, I will be a high school graduate. I have at least two options for work for the summer (either at a lottery kiosk or cleaning houses). It's minimum wage and not a lot of hours, but it's a job, and for the summer it's probably the best I can do (there are like no jobs in this town in the summer).

I also told my mum that I'm transgendered and she's been so supportive. Now I just have to tell my Da. That might be a bit of a problem. But at least now I can order binders and things online without having to pretend it's for 'a costume' when I haven't done cosplay for years. And I'm thinking less and less 'do I actually have the courage to do this' and more and more 'yeah, I can do it'. I think graduating helped a lot with that. [/end clichedness] I still have to find a therapist though. The local GLBT centre has been out of commission for a while due to renovations.

Both of my parents are also being supportive of my religion choices, in fact they gave me a gold cross for a graduation gift, which surprised me a lot, but in a nice way. Looks like my Da was actually listening to me when our conversation turned to religion a while ago. Either that or they've been sneaking onto my computer and reading my chatlogs.

I've written several stories in the past few weeks that I'm proud of. I can draw again. Most of it's porn, but it's the practice that counts... right? sweatdrop

My sister's being more and more difficult though. I don't know if it's stress or what, but she snaps at everything, and the only time she acts even civil is when company is over. I also feel like most of the things she says to me are her trying to bait me into arguments about anything be it housework, religion, the cats (she's the only one that wants to keep the troublemaker) or even my music choices. gonk When I move out, I was planning to move in with her and two other friends, but I can't help but wonder if I'll be able to take another 4-5+ years with her nasty attitude.  

[Anteater Dwile Flonking]

As of the present, I am not exactly happy, but not really... anything else, either. Just kind of content. Summer just started, yayzorz. I'm looking forward to my job at the library and counseling at my old camp this summer. Also my chest hurts, and I think allergies are trying to kill me(they've never been this bad before! D; ). I'm also feeling slightly guilty because I have yet to finish a request pic for one of my friends that was supposed to be done last week, aaaannd I'm kind of tired because I spent the whole morning cleaning. Now, I'm feeling lazy because of all the other things I should be doing, but quite frankly, I really don't care right now. xD;

 

[The_Radioactive_Woman]

Slightly bored + very relaxed + mildly hungry = content

I just drank a large pot of TAZO chai tea and I ate a cereal breakfast bar (It was apple crisp flavor-- yum~).
My family is fostering a dog (And we're probably adopting her), and she's a very energetic puppy. She loves to jump around and play tug-of-war with her toys and chewing on a large doggy bone we got here at PestMart (She especially loves a sqeaky toy that's a squirrel).
There's a small bug that keeps flying around, though. >.>  

[Mage_Almasy]

I'm feeling...left out and angry.

Angry because I don't think I'm happy with my job anymore.Which means I'll have to start over again some where else. I should leave my anger where it belongs ,at work. But I always seem to bring it home with me, which pisses me off because I can't sleep at night and that anger fuels other problems that,at first, are little problems but get bigger.

Left out because the only friend I stayed in contact with is always canceling our plans to go out to eat/shop. but the very same night she goes out with other people to bars or clubs.
Maybe she's just bored of my company, seeing as I don't like clubs and don't like to drink all that much.

Now that I think about I'm also feeling hurt by her behavior towards me. She looked down upon my other friends, whom I've decided to take a break from because we rarely talked and I was always the last the know and kept out of the loop. And now she's doing the same thing to me. All the while knowing how that pisses me off.
The worst thing is that I told her about how angry I was with her, she replied with how she was angry as well but blamed her work schedule.

I should just stop expecting anything out of the few friends I have,especially if it's too hard to keep one lunch date.