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Before I speak, a disclaimer: I am blunt because I refuse to lose meaning to confusing semantics. I may come across as harsh or even condescending if you read a tone into my words; I ask that you please not, and understand that I often speak as if I were writing a manual for understanding my viewpoint. Now that that's out of the way, I continue.
The first thing I recommend you prune away is the concept of "branches of Paganism". "Paganism" is not a unified religion; it is the over-arching word used to describe a large class of religions. By definition, worshipping deities other than the Abrahamic God (YHVH, God of the Jews, etc.) is a necessary condition for a religion to be labeled "Pagan". It's up for debate at times whether or not that is a sufficient condition, but that's really neither here nor there. For the sake of reducing argument, I'm going to go with the definition that assumes that it's sufficient. In other words, that means that Hindu, Shinto, Zen Buddhism, Taoism, Shamanism, and Native American religions are all Pagan.
Once you've come to terms with the fact that "Paganism" is not a unified theology with branches serving as denominations thereof, next we should move on to the concept of "study". From an anthropological perspective, the word makes me shiver, even if I know what you mean. But just to be a bit more of a verbal hammer: You study a theology; you practice a religion. We're terribly loath here to tell someone what religion to practice, or that the study of theology from reputable sources is bad. It's highly plausible that someone or ones here will be able to point you toward a reputable source for studying the relevant theologies surrounding Celtic Fae lore, but as Celts are a closed culture you may find it difficult to come by a religion that will correctly involve the Fae as more than periphery. I shan't pass judgment on your interest here; that's not my place at all. But I'll say that you may find that you may find yourself studying Fae lore while practicing an entirely different religion.
What I recommend to any seeker is to study theologies first, seek out reputable groups that practice theologies that call to you, and remember at all times that you are not a member of any religion unless that religion has said you are. If it's a religion like Seax-Wica that allows for self-initiation, so be it; if not, you do yourself a disservice and your deities a disrespect by claiming to adhere to a religion while ignoring the bits that say your claim is invalid.
Sadly, despite residing so close to you, I don't know any reputable Pagan groups in your area, or for that matter the state. I am a solitary practitioner of a solitary path. It's possible that you may one day even find yourself walking a similar unmarked road. My strongest bit of advice is to never close your eyes to the truth, never close your mind to reason, and never close your heart to a call.
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