I has a goal too. -journal-

[pigeonsoup]

ALRIGHT!

So today it was confirmed that I will be visiting Caleb! So I have like, not even a month to reach all my goals eek That's if we don't postpone the trip a week or two, but I'd really like it to be on my birthday so I hope not.

Anyways, my current goal is 98 lbs.

I also need to tone uppppp. I want a flat tummy :c

These are things I can do in this time, I just have to really crack down. I need to lose 4-5 lbs currently and I need to start working my arm and stomach muscles most (I apparently already have thighs of steel xD ). Soooo... This is me saying tomorrow is the start of me cracking down >.>

I went to Six Flags today and I musta burned like, a zillion calories. ;-; I am seriously wiped. Sooooo much walking D: But it was so fun.  

[pigeonsoup]

So! Today is the first day of me kicking myself in the a** to get fit before my birthday visit to Caleb.

Breakfast- Oatmeal

Lunch- sammich

Snacks- yogurt with grapes, popcorn

Dinner- Tortellinis

Calories- 1200

Exercise-

Days left- 24

Notes- BWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO MUCH DOMESTIC ENERGY. I cleaned my area around my bed this morning 'cause Iwas like MUST DO CLEAN STUFF.  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- Yogurt with graham crackers

Lunch- Cheesy bean and rice burrito

Snacks- 6 starburst candies, crackers and cheese

Dinner- Steak

Calories- 1300

Exercise-

Days left- 23

Notes- 102.4 lbs~ Yay! Down from the 103 area last time I checked. I should have eaten more yesterday, but I was still just tired from my Six Flags trip and I spent most of the day just waiting for bed time >.> I shall do better today though 3nodding  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- Two slices of pizza ;-; and cheesy fries ;-;

Lunch- leftover pizza

Snacks- yogurt, popcorn

Dinner- oatmeal

Calories- 1200? maybe?

Exercise- Walked around Supertarget if that counts xD

Days left- 22

Notes- 102 lbs! I'm eating pretty bad today. But I will try to exercise it off either today or tomorrow. Ahhhh and I bought the cutest swimsuit today! And a new bra. I'm so happy.  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- toast, oatmeal

Lunch- lasagna!

Snacks- pear, chocolate

Dinner- yogurt and apple, sammich

Calories- 1300

Exercise-

Days left- 21

Notes- OH MY GOD HOW HAVE I BEEN EATING SO FEW CALORIES LATELY scream I'm seriously putting forth effort to eat a minimum of 1300 (which is the minimum healthy amount my body should have, given my height etc) but somehow it's just not adding up. I don't get it gonk  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- cereal

Lunch-

Snacks- popsicle, yogurt, chocolate

Dinner- Taco Bueno nachos and a taco and rootbeer D:

Calories- probably a lot

Exercise- some situps and squats

Days left- 20

Notes- So apparently the amount I've been eating has actually been fine for my weight. Ha. whee  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- Two slices buttered toast

Lunch- egg muffin thing

Snacks- popsicle, rice cakes

Dinner- tv dinner

Calories- 1110

Exercise- fending off a giant retarded husky D:

Days left- 19

Notes- Babysitting a slightly retarded husky is hard D:  

[pigeonsoup]

I don't remember what else I ate on this day gonk

Breakfast- egg muffin thing

Lunch-

Snacks-

Dinner-

Calories-

Exercise- fending off a giant retarded husky D:

Days left- 18

Notes- I think I'm getting sick ;-;  

[Munkers]

Poor Shadow... He's not retarded, he just loves you. xd  

[pigeonsoup]

I'm pretty sure he's retarded anyways whee

Breakfast- cereal

Lunch- mcdonalds

Snacks- popsicle, chocolate milk

Dinner- hot pocket

Calories- 835

Exercise-

Days left- 17

Notes- FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

I am bloated. And I want a milk shake.  

[pigeonsoup]

I'm like, starving, I've had all of 550 calories today. But I want a milk shake SO FRICKING BAD that it's making everything we have in the house sound horrible and I don't want to eat anything sad gonk  

[A Touch of Evil]

Yea, PMS sucks sad I hope you feel better. Why don't you make a shake? It's just milk and ice cream. I personally like to add non fat milk, a fat free or sugar free vanilla ice-cream, then a banana and blend it all together and it tastes like heaven. Or in stead of banana, add chocolate syrup or strawberry syrup (fat free or sugar free is healthier).  

[pigeonsoup]

Taker of Worlds

Yea, PMS sucks sad I hope you feel better. Why don't you make a shake? It's just milk and ice cream. I personally like to add non fat milk, a fat free or sugar free vanilla ice-cream, then a banana and blend it all together and it tastes like heaven. Or in stead of banana, add chocolate syrup or strawberry syrup (fat free or sugar free is healthier).

I would have, but we don't have ice cream ):

But I got a milkshake today :3  

[pigeonsoup]

I'm not gonna post what I ate today because I'm lazy but I did pretty good :3

16 daysssssssssssss  

[pigeonsoup]

Breakfast- toast buttered, yogurt

Lunch- miso soup

Snacks- mints, chocolate, pretzels

Dinner- steak and acorn squash

Calories- 1000 + a bunch of cookies D:

Exercise-

Days left- ....13?!

Notes- It's been a few days since I was keeping track, cause I been PMSing. Anyways.

HOLY s**t 13 DAYS AND WE DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING CONFIRMED YET AND I STILL HAVEN'T REACHED MY GOAL WEIGHT AND ASDKDDJSLSJFJRSLSJNDSDSDSLDJKDF -explodes-
I'm so stressed out.