[-][L-N][P-1x1]Dragon's Gem(With Zyl)

[blessedheart]

"I-I don't want to remember how dad died..I don't want to remember his death bed.." Shinji said, trying to calm down but started to tremble instead.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

Zylver held him really close and tight.
"shhhh.. calm down... and cry... let it out.... I'm here to support you, to wipe those tears when they fall... I didn't want to make you have sad memories brought to the surface.."  

[blessedheart]

Shinji shook his head as a couple of tears leaked out. "Its not your fault. I-I just miss dad is all.." He said as he breathed in and out.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

"You will always miss him to a extent... but a day will come that it will no longer hurt. I'm sure that whenever his soul is resting waiting for his turn to come back again into a new life, he's looking over you and your family and smiling, seeing how well you're faring.... and I'm sure he's happy seeing you happy... "  

[blessedheart]

Shinji looked up at Zylver and smiled softly; sniffing. "Y-your right. T-thanks Zylver.." He said as he wiped at his eyes.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

"come here... sweetie...." he said with a faint blush on his cheeks.
"He hugged him lovingly and made him raise his chin, looking at him.
"Well, maybe he's a little upset with me.... after all, I'm a man claiming his boy all mine...." he said with a smile as he wiped Shinji's cheek with his thumb and then kissed his lover on the lips.  

[blessedheart]

Shinji looked up at Zylver when the man tilted up his chin and blushed lightly. Then blushed darker when Zylver called Shinji his. "I-I d-don't t-think h-he's that m-mad." He said as he kissed the other back; closing his eyes.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

"Well better that way... I wouldn't be in bad terms with his spirit..." he smiled and kissed Shinji's nose.
"You look so cute with your pink cheeks...."  

[blessedheart]

Shinji blushed more as his eyes cast downward. "Y-yeah." He said as he began to draw imaginary pictures on the other's chest again; nuzzling his neck fondly.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

"yeah... I say it for sure. I like it when you blush and smile timidly... you look so cute I would only want to kiss you non stop"  

[blessedheart]

Shinji blished more and looked up at the other then looked back down then back up again. He kissed the other's lips lightly and smiled softly. "I wouldn't mind you doign that.." He said in a soft whisper; kissing the other's lips lightly again.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

"No...? you'd like me kiss you.... non stop ...?" he said between the sweet soft kisses and then started kissing Shinji himself, small kisses lingering on his lips, tempting, inviting, playing....  

[blessedheart]

Shinji said nothing for a moment as he closed his eyes and let the other kiss him. They felt so wonderful to him...Shinji wished they could just stay like this forever...

"Y-yes.." He said finally after opening his eyelids slight before closing them again and fisting his hands in Zylver's shirt as he started to kiss back eargerly.  

[Zylver_the_Dragon]

Zylver moaned, hushed by the kisses. He was somewhat surprised at that sudden eagerness, but he was not complaining, he loved it in fact.
He took Shinji in his arms hugging him as they kissed. ah! this could be heaven.
He felt Shinji's hands clutching his shirt with raw emotion and he smiled into the kisses.  

[blessedheart]

Though Shinji knew he was as red as a red pepper, he never felt so happy to be able to kiss somone before. It all felt so magical...being in Zylver's arms..Kissing him..Now, he honestly wished time could stop right here..Just so he could stay this close to the other.

After a bit, Shinji unfisted his hands from Zylver's shirt and ran it softly through his hair. He could never get enough of how soft it was.