Your in dire luck man, im apart of a special underground super Cabal of pagan's who are right down your ally...
My name's Deason, I'm a Grand arch Druid 33rd degree mason.
I just called our high priestess of Chthuluian Wicca to get all the info your gonna need. She even gave me a ritual to invoke the goddess of twilight Specially for people so special as yourself to have the element of twilight as apart of your essence.
so, to gain access to the astral library your going to have to go through your goddess...so this is how you do it!
~~~btw this can be Little dangerous so be careful...and don't piss her off she's one of the most powerful goddess's there is. she's like a super hybrid of Kali ma and Lilith.~~~
So first you need to go find yourself a nice open field. Then get your hand's on 17 white candles, they cant be to long! but they have to be at least 3.8th inches thick, they need to be this thick so that you can shove the dragon's blood incense just enough so they stick out of it. You need to make those candles into a 6 pointed UPSIDEDOWN star pattern and light them all at once.
It's apart of your special twilight abilities...so you have to do this AT TWILIGHT otherwise you wont be able get them light ALL at once.
don't forget to encircle the area with salt and lemons. The lemon's are for the margarita mix you have to have in the center...i know it sounds weird...but that's the fav offering we've found for the goddess.
So once you've gotten that done you hafta stand directly in the middle and face south. wile standing on one foot. naked slowly spinning wile looking straight up to the sky. Open your left eye and lift your right hand to the heavens chanting.
this offering to the twilight being all she required of me, for she is goddess of the star's at nigh,
she grants me the sacred right
to read from ancient tombs.
and ensures my path is not alone.
you pause for a second...
take four breaths
then scream as loud as you can like your pronouncing to the world...
IM A ******** IDIOT!
then go kill yourself...please...